I'm so sorry

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Jack's: POV

-Flashback-

November 24th 2009: New York

"It hurts." I screamed. "It's soon over." said the nurse calmly. "He's getting weaker, he will not survive the childbirth." replied the doctor. "Just let my baby survive." I begged. "It's a risk that you both die." he said. "I won't let that happen." I replied. I was holding Ian's hand and I closed my eyes. "Congratulations, it's a girl." said the nurse. Tears filled my eyes and I smiled. But my smile faded quicky. She was very pale and she wasn't breathing. More doctors rushed into the room.

(Lily)

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(Lily)

"What's wrong? Is my daugther okay, why can't I see her?" I asked. "I'm sorry." said a nurse. "No, she can't be dead." I replied. Ian tried to calm me down. "Please, let me see her, please." I begged. The nurse lay down my daugther on my chest. Lily was so tiny and beautiful. New tears filled my eyes. "Please, live for me." I said.

Deep in the meadow under the willow
A bed of grass a soft green pillow. Lay down your head and close your eyes. And when they open the sun will rise.

Here it's safe here it's warm. Here the daisies guard you from every harm. And here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true. Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow hidden far away. A cloak of leaves a moonbeam ray. Forget your woes and let your troubles lay. And when again, it's morning they'll wash away.

***

I was sitting inside the shower and let the tears fall. My husband isn't here, I lost my baby girl and everything feels so empty. But I have to stay strong for Elliot.

-End of the flashback-

I feel so much for Jack🥺

I hope you liked the chapter

~CharlieGlambert~

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