The Girl Who Loves The Rain

Chapter 21 ✍️

Shelizzy

I'm Shelizzy Chaden La Grande and I am very competitive. I'll make sure that everything that I want will be mine. Yes, maarte ako at may pagkabitch din but what people don't know is that I still have a heart. Hindi man halata pero nagsasabi ako ng totoo. Nakakaramdam din ako ng awa, nakokonsensya, nagmamahal at iba pa. Just like what a normal human being can feel.

What happened earlier makes me realize that even if you really want something so bad, if it's not really meant for you then it will never be yours.

Whatever you do to make that thing possible it won't work because it was meant for someone else. It would not come to your reach. Maybe something else is meant for me I just need to discover it. Lahat ng laban ko noon ay naipapanalo ko and this is the first that I lose. Pero wala akong maramdaman kahit konting pagkairita nang matalo ako. I am happy dahil natanggap ko ito ng buong puso and I am very proud of myself.

Hindi ko inaasahan na matatalo niya ako sa racing kanina dahil ginawa ko na ang lahat at best ko. The one that she's using is also familiar to me. She's a good racer indeed at kahit ayaw ko man aminin ay mas magaling pa siya kesa sa akin. She's racing not really to win or to impress anyone but to show how she loves what she's doing.

That girl is really something unang kita ko palang sa kanya. May mga times na naiirita ako sa kanya lalo na noong natapunan niya ng pagkain ang damit ko but I let it pass. Nakikita ko rin na madalas silang magsama ng taong gusto ko pero wala akong maramdamang selos.

I can see din naman that she's not interested with anyone, so I assumed that she's not a threat. Maldita ako pero hindi ako iyong basta sugod lang. Iniisip ko lahat ng gagawin ko bago gumawa ng kung ano. I think first before I act. Hindi dapat magpadala sa emosyon mo para iwas gulo.

Nandito ako ngayon sa bahay namin and I live here with my brother. For sure kasama na naman niya mga kaibigan niya ngayon. He texted me and ask if i am okay and i replied back. I texted him back and said that i am okay that he don't need to worry about me. My brother and I knows how complicated our lives was. It is our duty to protect our family at all cost. My parents also did the same way.

I actually have some research about that girl and I have learned that her name is Emery Zevi S. Martin. Her age, birthday at previous schools 'yan lang ang nakuha kong impormasyon. Aside from that ay wala na akong makitang ibang information about her. She is mysterious indeed.

Maybe she wants you to discover her by yourself. I guess we're blockmates in one of our subjects or two? Zilkin and I have the same course and year but ahead kami ng isang taon kay Emery. I can feel that she's not comfortable when we're around.

We transferred in that university on purpose because we need to work on something. Something you will know sooner or later. It was a mission given to us with my parents at kasama ko si Zilkin doon. I need to keep an eye on that Emery to gain some information about her. I tried to get closer to her pero sobrang ilap niya.

Emery

Nandito ako ngayon sa apartment ko at nagpapahinga. Medyo napagod ako doon sa racing field kanina. Kanina ko pa iniisip kung sino kaya ang babae na nakalaban ko kanina. I never seen her face at bigla itong nawala sa paningin ko. I admit she's good muntik na nga niya akong matalo. I've never seen her before kahit sa mga past racing events na nasalihan ko. That girl left my mind unpuzzled hmm.

Iniisip ko kung ano ang gagawin ko sa perang napanalunan ko. Baka pwede akong pumunta ng mall at bumili ng bagong damit o cellphone hehe. Sobrang saya ko talaga today at hindi ko na kailangang maglakad going to school or in my workplace. Tinanong ko si Venz kung anong gusto niya para makabawi naman ako sa kanya pero sabi niya huwag na daw.