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|49|--- 𝙲𝚛𝚞𝚎𝚕 𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛

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" ꜱᴏ ᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅʟɪɢʜᴛꜱ, ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴀ ᴋɴɪꜰᴇ"

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Well you see exams went pretty well results came out and as expected I got straight Os. (O stands for Outstanding which is nothing but an A+ in the muggle world)

Lorcan did better than usual too. He did't fail in anything. 6 As and 1 E (A stands for acceptable and E stands for exceeds expectations, E is nothing but an A in the muggle world and A stands for B in the muggle world)

Then yes!

SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!

It started off pretty well! Minimum 11 hours of sleep. Netflix and chill and some spy self training and music....

I also enrolled myself in every single martial arts tournament in my city so I can get  practise on good ways to knockout people.

I spent most of the days trying to get hurt and trying to kill myself and pushing way too hard that I got a major timeout on my spy training sessions.

The album 'Lover' really hits hard. But most of the famous songs are hell overrated IN COMPARISON to this song 'Cruel Summer'. I mean its sooooo good but it didn't reach the public well. I don't know why.

I mean really you can ask Lorcan. I've been going 'uh woah uh woah uh woah, Its cruel summmerr ' through out summer.

I really felt hopeless during the holidays. Ever since the timeout its always been Phone, TV, Playstation, Eat, Sleep repeat.

But can't say I'm not really an outdoor person. I would do training only in my house either ways. 

Well of course for a whole month my holidays went pretty well. I was wondering when it was going to fall down and that was when my dad came back and banned screentime. Now I had absolutely nothing to do. 

I used to read story books I read over and over again. At a point I got fed up so bad that I started coming up with plans to murder someone.

I planned out such a well executed murder that no one would believe a 12 year old would pull this off, but then later that evening a murder very similar to this occured and I got rid of the paper by burning it to avoid any suspicions on me. I know what a coincidence!

Well I eventually ended up living in the muggle malls sulking in some shops and window shopping to avoid being in my house because of a renovation and it was just too noisy. 

I spent most days outside sulking and wasting my time. Holidays was hell boring to be honest. I bought some new books for the next year and just waiting to go back.

My life is sooo boring!

But yes there was another twist when the potters came over to my house towards the end of the holidays for absolutely no reason.

"Lysander!" Lily said all excited. Yes of course how will a cloud head like her understand the pain of socialising and talking to a non-well known person after a long time. I only trash talk stuff to Lorcan and he trash talks something back. That's all really, I don't really speak to anyone else during holidays. I don't have friends.

But I got letters from Jaques and Val. I pity them. I fooled them into thinking I was their friend. Imagine being that dumb.

I really did not look forward much this year but I think it's just going to none better or maybe worse than my first year.

The only thing good right now is 'Stranger Things'.

I also started getting very deep thoughts recently on why I should live to live a normal life which no one is even going to care about after I die.

 'Legends never die' is for only people in history textbooks and no one likes history and think its better forgotten so I think it's not worth working so hard to be a legend when one day or the other you're just a dumb dude in an old textbook torturing young kids by telling them to learn your stupid life story no one cares about or will be of any use to them.

I also think I have rabies or something like a zombie virus I feel like I wanna bite something squishy and elastic something like human flesh.

I'm sorry you have to read such a boring life of a human like me. You should not expect this to be like Harry Potter's life. I'm just a kid probably living in my own made up fantasy land called earth.

Sometimes I have so deep thoughts to a point in which I think that I am a character in someone's dream but why would they be dreaming about me so I cancelled that out and was convinced that I was definitely a character in a book then I realised that the author would probably be living in poverty and no one is stupid to write about a person like me so nah...

Maybe I'm just a molecule thinking I'm a human or what if earth was a molecule and I was an electron nahh... Electrons are more useful than protons... But I'm more of a negative person so... Nah....

                                                                XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX