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" ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙᴜꜱʏ ᴅᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴇᴇᴛ"

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This is just one of those November Roomies hangout day.

"So who is your favourite football player?" Val 'Valentino' asked me.

"I don't like sports in general" I said.

"Why don't you talk much" he asked.

"My choice" I replied blandly reading 'A good girl's guide to murder'.

"No offence but are you emo?" Jared asked.

"I feel offended and I'm not emo just because I wear black very often and I am kinda gloomy and quiet. Firstly did you know that the term 'emo' you use is not the like that and emo person is a person very overwhelmed by his or her feelings" I said. My tongue got quite dry as I don't speak long sentences.

"That's the longest sentence you have spoke like ever" Jared said.

"Guys! Forget him guess what I heard they rescheduled the Gryffindor vs Slytherin match to next Saturday so its basically going to continue from where they left off" Lorcan said.

"I swear if Gryffindor doesn't play properly I'mma just stop watching Quidditch" Val said.

"That's probably the best decision you would make in your life then" I said flipping my book page.

"You're not emo you're goth!" Jared yelped.

"No I'm not really a religious person and I would classify me under kooky or spooky" I said totally uninterested. I swear they're not letting me complete a single page in peace. My anger levels were starting to shoot up beyond tolerance level.

"Do you know that the universe is expanding" Hugo said very randomly. 

"Did you recently read the 2nd grade textbook" Val asked in a very sarcastic way.

"Can we get to some good stuff? Who wants to go first?" Jared asked. 

"What do you mean?" Hugo asked.

"You'll understand, I'll go first so very curious, Lysander, does Lily like you?" Val asked smirking.

"Well that's a very theoretical question you see-" I started when Lorcan rudely interrupted and said, "He's gonna dodge questions with his 'theoretical stuff'  believe me" he said giving me a look of disgust.

"Ok yes or no. No theoretical." Val said.

"Fine then, yes" I said. Well look this is very theoretical because this is based on many events and possibility analysis she might either think me as an idiot to annoy and have fun with or a person desperately trying to be my  friend or maybe has a crush on me. But I gotta give them some fun tonight or they're gonna quarantine me and social distance me. As much as I like living in the shadows I should not standout and have to blend in and be invisible.

"REALLY?!" Jared asked like a hungry dog.

"NAH... NO WAY" Hugo said, "She would have told me" he continued.

"But that's girl stuff" Lorcan said.

This conversation was getting very immature but thank god my book was going in such a good plot that I didn't care enough.

"Fine leave that now Lorcan do you like anyone?" Jared asked.

"Well uhmm... I don't know" he said innocently.

"He likes Lily very obviously, I have experience believe me" I said trying to expose him because he mocked me on my 'theoretical stuff'.

"OOOOOOOO......." Val started and Jared ended it with "TWIN WARS!"

"This is disgusting can we just talk about how Chudley Cannons had to lose in such a bad way last year" Hugo said trying to divert the topic.

"I love Hugo" I said. Then it took me 0.075 seconds to realise how wrongly I had framed the sentence due to the adrenaline rush i got as I wasn't the only one not interested in this conversation.

"OOOO... LOVE TRIANGLE" Val said.

"No idiot! Love square!" Jared corrected.

"Quadrilateral" I corrected them. Wait.. WHY AM I HELPING THEM!? I'M DUMB! I HAVE FINALLY LOST IT. HANGING OUT WITH IDIOTS HAVE MADE MY IQ NEGATIVE!

"So you agree your love for Hugo?" Val asked laughing his eyes out.

"No. I jus-" I started when Jared cut me off and said "Stop giving excuses Romeo".

"I'm going to sleep" I said. If i talk to these people longer I'll totally loose it and go insane.

"You're avoiding the question that means you admit it! OMGGGGG!!!!" Lorcan said.

"No, you're not letting me fini-" I said when Val said "Stop denying! Whatchu you acting shy for?"

I put on my headphones and put on 'Badblood' and lied down on my bed.

They all were just messing around the whole night while I heard to around 30 songs in my playlist.

Being normal is very weird to me.

i should stop being something I can't be but I have to be normal because that is normal. I don't think you'll understand that sentence but if you do hats off!

                                                                XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX