𝕴𝖓𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝖘𝖍𝖊

36- sad truth

I moved my hand releasing his grip- "What do you want?" I asked him quickly.

"To talk."

I stared at him in silence, I couldn't believe he had the fucking balls to tell me this as if nothing had happened. What the fuck?!

"No thanks." I said as I turned around but König stopped me again.

"I just want you to listen to me." König told me as he gently pressed me against the wall next to the door.

"Tell me what? What will you say? That it's a mistake? Or that what I saw is not what I'm imagining? What excuse do you need to say now? Ah?!" I was almost shouting at him.

"I don't have one, what you saw it's real just like everything you're thinking." König said this time but he was crossing his arms.

I was in shock.

"So...you were and are in a loving relationship?" I asked him as I didn't believe what was happening.

"Yes, yes I am." König quickly answered me without taking his eyes off me.

"Then why did you mess with me? you have a girlfriend...and a fucking relationship- why you did this?" I asked him.

"Because I like you...you made me feel different. I've never felt that way with her...only with you." König told me.

I knew he was telling me all that to sweeten me up...he is a fucking manipulator.

"You're lying." I told him with a laugh.

"No, I'm not lying."

"Then why don't you leave her? Why don't you leave her and form something real with me?" I said trying to play along with his same game.

"It's not that easy."

I just stared at him trying to understand why he was doing all this and why he was saying things like that....

"What do you mean it's not that easy? Yes it is! If you really want to be with me, just leave her and that's it!" I said almost yelling at him again.

"I can't do that, it's not that simple. After everything I've been through with her and everything we've accomplished together, I can't throw it all away." König told me.

I was with my heart in my hands trying to understand and calm down during this whole damn conversation.

"But-why me? You know how much this all hurts me, I want you to be mine and only mine- I thought you were different but- Of course- I'm stupid for not noticing your red flags so easily." I told him as I tried not to cry in front of him.

I might curse and hate him but I couldn't deny the attachment or just the love I felt for him.....

"And I would want that too...I just can't."

"Why not? Explain to me the hell why not?" I yelled at him almost on the verge of tears.

König sighed- "okay- you want to know the whole truth? Okay." König walked over to his desk and opened one of his drawers where he pulled out his personal wallet....