Life With The Italian Mafia (BWWM) ©.

Chapter 4

Raine P.O.V

I wake up with a little hangover surprisingly I remember what happened and it was funny to me his face was comedy he thought I would let home grab me and talk to me like that I don't think so I don't care how good looking he was.

"good morning crazy chick" Natasha said I laughed cause she remembers what happened. " what I had to show him what happens when you disrespect me like that" I chuckled lightly knowing that wasn't just the reason why and Natasha and the girls knew this ever since what happened between me my mom and my deadbeat father.

FLASHBACK

I wake up to call my dad was calling. " hello dad?" I said hoping he wasn't drunk calling me I really didn't wanna have a bad day on the first day of tenth grade.

"Raine heyy Raine baby girl let me talk to your mama I want comee backk to you guys I'll buy a houseeea we'll liveeea happily ever after babyyy girla" my drunk dad said why does he always do this he asks me chance after chance and I keep forgiving him just like my mother did when I little I felt like I was her i was robbed of my childhood hearing things he would tell me my moms tears and her crying in her room I had to grow up my mom taught me the game men would play just like my father he had a whole other family he lied to my mother I don't even want imagine what happened when he came home drunk it makes my heart shatter.

"RAINEEE ANSWER ME NOWWA" he said " yes dad" I said " let me talk to your mama now"he said " she's sleep I have to go dad good bye "  I said quickly hanging up so I don't have to hear him this is what would happen last time it was where he texted me telling me goodbye I thought he killed himself I had a panic attack and everything.

END OF FLASHBACK

memories rushed through my mind on how my childhood was ruined as I looked up all the girls were up looking up at knowing why I did what I did I just can't trust men especially black men(nothing against them I'm a black person lol) I just have a wall build and I'm not gonna break it down until I feel like I can.

"bebé niña tienes que dejar que la pared un poco cómo vas a conocer a alguien o iniciar una familia"(baby girl you gotta let the wall down a little how are you gonna meet someone or start a family) Natasha said.

"I know but it's hard I don't want my heart shatter again if I get heart broken I think I'll go crazy and I don't want that"I said while getting up.

" let's just drop it guys it doesn't matter anyway that bastard crossed a line I told him no obviously he doesn't like the word no so who cares I don't now get dressed and lets go for some coffee and sandwiches at Starbucks" I said.

We get ready we all go in my car and head to Starbucks which was fifteen minutes away. We get there and it's packed we stand inline for about ten LONG minutes but it's worth it we sit down and when I look up I see Natasha blushing hard and her eyes wide we all turn to see who she was looking at and it was one of Antonio's friends with jogging pants and no shirt on oh lord and he's looking in our direction hopefully he doesn't remember. Too late my lucks ruined today he's walking towards here we goo.