Life With The Italian Mafia (BWWM) ©.

Fifty-seven

I sit in the darkness and let the tears all fall down my face as I think about what Antonio said to me.... He wants to marry me? But I'm too much of a drunk and he doesn't want a wife who's a drunk and who doesn't go to their husband to get comfort. But what am I supposed to do I can't go to rehab I won't go all I need is..is

" Raine girl come on get out of the darkness I can't stand all this depressing shit it makes me want to throw up." I groan as Aaliyah rips open the curtains I throw the covers over my face.

"Raine you need help I know you don't want to go to rehab but you have to for your sake and ours." I heard Tori's muffled voice I shake my head continuously saying no until they rip off the covers and Gabby gets on top me her face red and I can feel her big baby bump on my chest she slaps the hell out me and continues until she's pulled off of me.

"Get it together Raine you need to grow the hell up you are not a child no one is going to fucking hold your hand and help you along get it the fuck together!" I stare at gabby as Anthony grabs her and takes her out of the room not before giving me a sad smile.

"S-She's right Raine drinking isn't going to fix this you're going to lose the people you love don't go into that dark hole Raine." With that her and Aaliyah close the door indicating that they left I start to feel anger and I scream and start to throw stuff around and breaking the mirrors and ripping stuff down I stop and look around crying.

I get up off the floor grabbing my suitcase putting clothes and items inside as I continue to cry I look around the messy broken room an sob as I leave my phone on the dresser I wipe my face and put my hair in a ponytail and grab my suit case walking down the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to see Antonio drinking.

"I-I'm going to rehab I-I just wanted to say goodbye and I love you so much Tony you don't serve to have someone like me in your life." I look at him as he just stares at me I nod my head and turn to leave walking out seeing my taxi that I called I put my stuff inside and turned around to the house seeing everyone stand there.

"I-I'm going to rehab not for Antonio but for myself it's in Texas so I don't want you to come visit me none of you guys when I'm ready I'll let you find me but for now it's a goodbye." I turn around and get inside the cab.

"Where to ma'am." I look at the mirror and take a deep breath.

"The nearest airport please sir."

I told them Texas because I'm really going to Hawaii for rehab I don't want them following me I need help maybe I can find myself.

SOOOOO Raine left finally she needed some help that woman is crazy as hell I know this chapter is short but I tried to make this a cliffhanger I'm trying to decide if this going to be the last chapter of the book and make a part two but I don't know. Write in the comments on what I should do this is after all for you guys let me see your guy's opinions I love youuu allll Byee