Life With The Italian Mafia (BWWM) ©.

Forty-seven

Raine's P.O.V

every time I close my eyes I see images of my mother but I've never seen her do things that are strange she always worked but that's was it no mafia no bad people nothing. When I think of my father and mother together it was fights and nights where my mother kicked him out. I wouldn't think my own father would be out to get me and try to kill me. But sometimes you to overthink things like Gabby's mother working and killing with Anthony's parents now that's crazy.

"You still haven't talked to Antonio really Raine your being petty." I roll my eyes at her and laugh.

" That's because I am petty its in my blood but this me not talking to him is not being petty because I know that I will wait for him and I won't I'm going on dates and if I find guy who wants what I want then that's it for Antonio and I." I look at Aaliyah who's starching the back of her neck and staring behind me I turn and see Antonio.

"So if I don't choose whether or not to have kids you'll find some one else who wants the same thing? will go ahead because obviously if you loved me like you say you do you would respect my decisions." he glared at me and walk upstairs I turned to Aaliyah and she pointed to the stairs I sighed and ran up stairs to his room.

"What do you want"

" I just want to talk Antonio"

He groans and walks to the door and opens it and walks back to his bed I sighed and shut the door behinds me and walked to his desk.

" I do respect your choice but at the same you have to respect mine do you think I just wanna be here with you and not have children do you expect me to have an abortion or give it away because that's what you want me to do if I ever do get pregnant right?" he shakes his head and sighs

" That's not what I'm saying Raine I will always love my children if you did have them but I don't want to have none I don't understand you." he chuckles and rummages through his drawer

" What do you not understand Antonio I want kids." I shake my head and stare at him.

" I'm not going to just make you happy I'm going to do what's right for me so if you don't want kids I respect your decision and I hope you respect mines as well." he just stares at me and walks towards me and goes to the bath room.

Ruth's P.O.V

I hear Antonio and raine talking about them having babies and now i don't understand their are not going to be together because they both want different things?

I wait for raine to leave and knock on his door and hear a faint "come in" i shut the door behind me and he looks up and scowls at me and then turns to his laptop.

" Look i know you don't wan to talk to me but let me give you some advice on your relationship with Raine." he looks at me and starts to inturpeet me but i shake my head and he sighs.

" I know that you don't want kids because of the life style you live but do you know why your alive right now it's because of your parents they weren't cowards to start a family they knew the consequences of having you and since your alive they faced them."he looks at me but I hold my hand up.

" You are a coward Antonio you don't want to have kids because your afraid that you cant protect them when they start to go school or date. your afraid that as long as you cant see them they aren't safe and they will die if you aren't with them. but that's where you train them teach them the dangers and the people that will try and get them you don't cower away because then you lose the love of your life." he sighs and looks at me.

"I'm not a coward Ruth but yes I'm scared that I wont be able to protect my children at all times you can't trust anyone." he glares at me and I sigh.

" that's why you have your brother and best friends you have them to trust they will never stab you in the back. you being scared is running your relationship with raine she taking a step and wants to have kids with you even though your living a dangerous life because she knows that you will protect them and teach them." I grab his hands and he nods and sighs.

"I guess you are right Ruth she is taking a step and that's why I love her that's why I'm in love with her." he smiles and looks at me and I smile back I stnd up and go back to serious mode he looks at me confused.

"Its time for you to know why I'm here Raine's mother Cheri called me he found her and shes going to Russia and she me the flash drive and the location she saw him at we need help to find he excat locration."he jumps up and starts pacing around.

"who is He and who else are talking about who's gonna help us that's not in this house Ruth!" he yells and I sigh.

"Raines father derek is in California and we need your parents help its time for them to come back to new yorl out of hiding." he shakes his and yells but quiets down and sighs.

"I guess its time to call my parents."

Soooooo a lot has happened we know Raine's parents derek and Cheri and we now know why ruth is here. whats going to happen when Antonio's parents come? what about raine? how are gabby and Anthony doing? whats on the flashdrive? find out on the next chapter Byee....