The lights of the kitchen are on. Did I forget to switch them off. I go in and my eyes widen in surprise. Randhir is standing there drinking water. I thought he must have slept long before but I guess I was wrong.
"Neend nahi aa rahi?" He asks. How did he know that I am standing here.
"Tumhe bhi toh nahi aa rahi" I reply. He looks at me and the side of his lips twitch upwards. Oh that smirk!
"Tum apne room me so jaao Sanyukta. Mai bahar sota hu."
"Nahi Randhir. Please. Tum already bahot taklif le chuke ho." Really. And he is missing out college too. I think he should go back to Panchgani because I am going to stay here for 3-4 days more.
"Randhir I guess tumhe ab Panchgani chale jaana chahiye. Meri wajah se tum bahot padhaai miss kar chuke ho." I whisper. I see a tinge of disappointment in his face.
"Do you want me to go?" He asks looking at me.
Ofcourse not. I am in love with you, you idiot. I want you by my side 24/7. But I don't want to cause anymore trouble.
"I don't want you to go, but you need to go" I reply sincerely. He lets out a small sigh.
"Fine. Kal subah early morning ke bus se I will leave" he agrees. I suddenly feel sad that he will be going.
Wah Sanyukta.. khud usse jaane ko kaha aur ab sad?
But he really needs to go now or I will feel like a burden. His face is still a little bit sad. I am asking him to go isliye shayad. I take a step forward closing the distance between us and wrap my arms around his waist. My cheek placed on his hard chest. I inhale sharply when his musky smell hits my nostrils. I have hugged him several times but this is the only time I noticed this musky fresh smell of his. It somehow calms me. He stiffens a bit but relaxes instantly and lightly places one hand on my shoulder and the other on my head.
"Ye mat socho ke mai tumhe bhagaa rahi hu Randhir. I would really love it if you stayed. But mai tumhaare upar bojh nahi banna chahti. I hope you understand. Tumne itna kuch confess kiya aur help ki meri aur.." I pause. "Randhir.. tum bahot achhe ho" I whisper.
His grip on my shoulder tightens during my last line. I break the hug and we stare at each other for a very long time.
"Good night Sanyukta" he says with his voice thick with emotion.
"Good night Randhir".
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The next day I get up early in the morning. The bus for Panchgani is at 9 am. Daadi is still sleeping. I quickly take a shower. I have decided to make sandwiches for Randhir. I cut the veggies. I will grill the sandwich later so that it is served hot. I look at the clock and its 7.45 am. Oh shit Randhir is still sleeping. I go to wake him up.
I go to my room and.. there he is sleeping like a baby. Does he always have to look so good? So cute. His mouth is slightly open, as always. One leg is outside the blanket and the bed is a mess. I smile looking at him. I kneel down and gently shake his shoulder. He stirs a bit and faces me. My heart skips a beat. So filmy Sanyukta!! I again shake him lightly. "Randhir"
Two beautiful eyes lazily open and look at me. I hold my breath. "Um vo 8 bajj gaye hai aur 9 baje ki bus hai.. jaldi se uth jaao" I say still looking deep into his eyes. He blinks.
"Oh.. Ha ok" he sits up and rubs his eyes. Why is him rubbing his eyes so sexy. I smile to myself and he smiles in return. His smile is so amazing. I wish I could say it out loud. Wait for the right time Sanyukta, I remind myself.
I hurriedly go out to let him get ready. After 15 minutes he comes and sit on the dining table just when I am pouring coffee. I place the food in front of him and he gives me a breathtaking smile. I sit in front of him and watch him eat, the smile never leaving my face.
After the last sip he leans back on the chair placing one hand on his stomach. Closing his eyes in contentment he says, "Wow Sanyukta. Tumhara life partner bahot lucky hoga. I wish meri tumhari jaisi girlfriend hoti".
My eyes widen in shock and he suddenly sits up straight when he realises what he just said. I start blushing furiously.
"Uh vo.. I mean.. Mai" he stammers.
The next line I say doesn't register completely with me before leaving my mouth. I have no idea where that confidence comes from in me.
"I wish mera bhi tumhare jaisa boyfriend hota".
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Fanfiction~~~~ It's him. The same eyes that expressed all the feelings that he had. The same arms that held me in happiness and sorrow. The same lips that made me feel loved, which were so addicting. It's Randhir Singh Shekhawat. ~~~~ If you miss Sadda Haq, t...
