I THOUGHT IF I SAID WHAT I COULDN'T DO THEN IT WOULD HAPPEN.
yet i tried to tie a hundred thousand stranded knots to get the kinks out.
WITH THE FEELING OF MAYBE THIS TIME IT WON'T PULL SO TIGHT, MAYBE I CAN GET OUT.
i'll say it so it will be.
I SAID IT TO THE SAND IN MY EARS, SHOUTING SO LOUD, IT BLEW OUT THE GRAINS LIKE FIREWORKS.
i danced to a new rhythm called being wrong.
I LAUGHED AT MY FOOLISH WANTS, THAT YOU WERE NOT THE ONE TO BE MY ONE.
yet in the end i prolonged the one thing i had wanted never to become.
THE FOOLISH, GNARLING WILD ANIMAL, RABID MEATY FLESH HUNGERING FOR HEARTBEATS.
you were the star of my dreams.
JADED HEROINE OF NOTHING WORTH PINING OVER.
i did grow pine cones the size of elephants in the jungle.
they had a trunk on them as big as a comet, bright enough to light a land of barren goods.
FAST ENOUGH TO LEAVE IT HUNGRY FOR SPARKLING HAZES OF MAGIC,
THAT IS WHAT IT IS, A SPELL OF MAGIC I CAN'T ESCAPE FROM.
untying the knots that are only visible to me.
I see every tied up strand that only gets tighter by the pulling of my very own hands.
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Climbing Up Out Of The Ashes
PoetryA Poetry Collection About The Dark Side Of Falling In Love With The Wrong Person And Making Your Way Out Of The Fire...Breath by Breath...Exhaling The Smoke & Breathing In Fresh Air Again. #100poemsin100days challenge beginning August 21- November 2...