My voice hasn't been spoken since the line up, Glenn and Abraham's death is still stuck in my head as I replayed it over and over without any control. The screams and cries played like a song on repeat for hours.
It's been 3 days since then and I haven't said a word to anyone and everyone is worried about me. Maggie is at the hilltop and I'm happy she is safe from Negan and the rest of the savours.
I grabbed a gun and made my way out the gates to hunt and to take my mind of things. the walk to the forest wasn't long but I wanted to get as far away as Alexandrea as possible. There wasn't many walkers around this area which I was thankful for but the sound of a car engine filled the air around me and the door slamming shut.
Voices were getting closer to me as they talked. They sounded fimilour but I couldn't think who it was until I saw their face. The black leather jacket with the blood stained bat brought terror to my face. I felt like I couldn't move but I was standing in an open field, knowing I will be seen.
The blonde one pointed to me as I saw Negan look at me from a far, he walked towards me as I started backing away. His pace speedend and I turned around and started running.
The sound of shoes hitting the gravel was too close for comfort as I felt arms around my waist as I tried to escape his grip but he was too strong. His feet fixed on the ground as Negan caught up with us. "Well well, what do we have here?" He said as he bent down a little to reach eye level with me. By now I had stopped struggling as I was scared to move with him so close to me.
"Ain't you the one from the line up? Yeah, I think you are" he spoke as a smirk spread across his face "I liked you, you did what you were told" he said once again as he stood straight, still looking in my eyes, his the bat resting on his shoulder.
I said nothing as a tear ran down my face. I didn't want to show him I was weak, but in this position I was in I had no control over anything. I sniffled as I saw his face soften. "Don't cry honey, I don't like making woman cry" he said while placing the bat on the ground and nodded to Dwight to let me go. As he did Negan pulled me into a hug and stroked my hair, his head rested on top of mine as my face buried into his chest.
I didn't want to hug this monster, but he's the only one who has offered to hug me since I've shut myself off from everyone else. And right now a hug is all I need, his warm arms wrapped around my waist and his chin rested on my head.
"Now, I know you don't like me but I know you need a hug. Don't you?" He asked me in a sweet tone. I hodded, my head still pressed against his chest.
I was starting to feel different about him as he hugged me tighter. "Do you want us to take you back to your home?" He asked, again in a sweet tone. I nodded again as he replied "okay"
He let go of me and took my hand, leading me to his car. He was treating me like a child, and to be honest, I liked it. I loved this side of him as he opened the car door for me to get in. He walked over to the drivers seat as Dwight got in the back behind us, my hands resting on my legs.
Negan started the car as he looked at me while driving down the gravel road towards Alexandrea, he put his hand on my thigh while he drove and the gates came in sight.
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Negan // Imagines
Fanfiction|Started 20 November 2016| Just some imagines about Negan, what can go wrong? Warning ~ contains Smut, violence, strong language and of course extreme fluffiness!! Want to know it it's like to imagine Negan doing the best and/or worst things to you...