Negan // Imagines

Pregnant // Negan

Requested by NathanSharpswyfe

I read the writing on the side of the pregnancy test before looking at the lines.

"Two lines means pregnant and one means I'm not" I said to myself - my breathing was steady at first but when I turned it over it sped up

"It's positive"

I sighed before throwing it in the bin beside the toilet, getting rid of the evidence incase someone saw it. The only thought that ran through my head was how do I tell Negan?

He'll freak out, he doesn't want a baby. Especially from me. Of course he doesn't love me, why would he?  Im only another one of his 'wives'. I'll need to tell my brother Simon first, if anyone can convince Negan not to freak it its him.

I sighed as I thought, my breaths getting heavier and heavier. I couldn't bring a baby into this world, never mind Negan being the father. What if I die and Negan will need to look after it, he could abandon it. I could never let that happen.

I could go for a run to a pharmacy and get abortion pills before Negan finds out.  I thought as I nodded to myself, yes, I'll do that.

I walked out the bathroom - trying my best to look as normal as possible, but on the inside I was freaking out. I slowed my breaths to a steady pace as I pushed open the door to the room I knew Negan was in.

Why did it have to be him I got pregnant by. Why couldn't it had been someone else, someone nicer and obviously won't freak out.

As I pushed it open Negan's head snapped towards me "yes Audrey, just the person I wanted to see" he smiled at me as I looked at him confused. He wanted to see me? Why? He's never wanted to see me before. Maybe he knows. What if he doesn't want me anymore, what if....

"You wanted to see me?" I asked; Confued as to why he said that. he nodded, standing from his seat and walked towards me. His body toward over me, he was a few inches taller than me. Yes it was very attractive that he was taller than me. in fact, there were a lot of things attractive about him, the way he touches me, his moans sounds more like a growl. And his hands, and what he does with them...

"Yes I did" he started "as seen as you look amazing today. Maybe we could go out on a run today? Hmm" he said as he used one of his hands to traces the bare skin on my arm, leaving his warm touch. He took it off leaving me wanting more of him. More of his touch and the feeling of his body on mine. I have to stop thinking like this. I told myself as I followed behind him.

"I need to tell you something" I said, instantly regretting everything I just said. I closed my mouth quickly as Negan turned around to listen what I needed to tell him.  My breaths turned shaky again before I was able to tell him, I closed my eyes and sighed. "I'm pre- I'm pregnant" I stuttered. As soon as those words came out my mouth I knew there was no turning back, his eyes opened wide and his words were speachless

"Pregnant? With a baby?" He said, as I nodded - trying to help him understand. "Fuck" he swore as I felt bad for telling him. He rested both his arms against the walls and his forehead in the middle - his eyes closed as he breathed out "who else knows?"

"Nobody" my voice shook "I was too scared to even tell you, never mind anyone else" I told him as he hit his fists against the walls hard

"What are you gonna do?" He asked me, taking his arms off the wall after punching it and faced me. I could see his face was more worried than anything, but his facial expression didn't bother me after what he said. What am I going to do. Me, not us, not we. But me, and only me.

"Me? Are you just not going do do anything?" I said, trying my best not to raise my voice. "You know, I thought you would have been a good father. But after hearing that you just want me to do something about it I've changed my mind" I told him as I left him standing in the hall alone.

I marched down the hall, anger radiating off me. I opened the door to the person I really needed to talk to. My brother, Simon

"I heard you shouting, are you okay?" He asked me as soon as I walked in. Was I really talking that loud?

"Promise you won't freak out" I said, putting both my hands up - trying to keep him calm which only made things worse.

"Freak out? What is it?" He asked him, standing from his seat, freaking out

"I'm pregnant"

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