Grass Ain't Greener

⚖ Twenty Five ⚖

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Cyn's Point of view

Its been a crazy night. Things been thrown, ive been slapped, she been screaming Timor, the more he miss her calls the more she gets sad, emotional, and angry. Ive held her, argued with her, Cried for her and with her, let her use me as anything she wants, she raned from me and now we are listening to music as she sits on my lap as she just cries.

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you, oh

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want you (loving you I should have never walked away)

Cyn~ I got you* rubbing her back as i rock her*

Erica~ He had me*sobbing* Hhhheee wass l-oo-loved me *just breaking down*

I didnt say anything and she clitched on to me. I never seen her so broken. Even when i left, she wasnt like this. She held on to pictures of them together as Akon plays

Konvict, konvict, konvict

Oh, oh, oh, ooh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, ooh, oh, oh

Nobody wanta' see us together
But it don't matter, no ('cause I got you babe)
Nobody wanta' see us together
But it don't matter, no ('cause I got you babe)

Cause we gonna fight, oh yes, we gonna fight (we gonna fight)
Believe we gonna fight (we gonna fight)
Fight for our right to love, yeah (right to love, yeah)
Nobody wants to see us together
But it don't matter, no ('cause I got you)

Nobody wanta' see us together
Nobody thought that we'd last forever
I feel them hoping and praying
Things between us don't get better (better)

Men steady coming after you (you)
Women steady coming after me (me)
Seems like er'body want to go for self and
Don't wanna respect boundary

Erica~ He is a good man and people never gave him the chance! He loved my kids and went to every event of the kids. All that gone...how am i gonna live without him and my kids ask about him?

I honestly couldn't answer that....i didnt want them together, but now that he did this, what would have happened if i chose to support their relationship and how would he be?

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I had albee, whit, and That one white girl bring E to new york cause this isnt the time for her to be alone. My mom let her in the house, and tried to get her to eat. Thank god King and Ella is with Raul til Thanksgiving morning. Erica is my room listening to Eminem as she writes in journal that she left here from when she was getting help.