Grass Ain't Greener

⚖ Chapter Fifty ⚖

Erica's Point of View

I had to leave before god cut my days short because of a woman who thinks me and cyn cant get our shit up. You think its easy living day by day the way i do? Trust me its not and i wont let her try to drive me nuts just cause she is cyn's mom. I just got out of trouble and dont need none with cyn. Yes cyn is calling, but Peace is all i need right now and have some fresh air from the place that i came up from....

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Cyn's Point of View

I checked all places i could think of including Starlets. This girl is no where and its six already. I walked around my apartment trying to think of any place that she would go to to kill stress. Cheating automatically comes to mind, but i quickly shake that away.

Cyn~ *mumbling to myself* come on cyn think

1. Strip club X
2. Her old condo X
3. Albee's X
4. Raul's X
5. Waffle house X
6. Whitney's X
7. Rich's X

Ive tried what ive known for her to be and she didnt even snap either. This is a new Erica tho. King hasnt even been in contact with her. All of this could have been prevented if i had put a GPS on her phone. So this Erica likes closure and peace.

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Cyn~ OMG! I know where she is!

My dumbass could have been knew where she was if i wasnt thinking of the old Erica. You can the girl out of the hood, but not the hood out of the hood. The projects is her home from home and she said go back to where you started from to see the good you achieved.

Then another idea came up, and raned upstairs to get the box before rushing to my car and to the Bronx i go. I get into my car and speed out my drive way. My face is so red from crying and worrying about her. This big turn around for us is hard, but we are gonna make it out no matter what. I am really trying to have an uplifted spirit and try to have hope that she is there. My stereo is blasting kirk franklin as drive into the projects.

🎵 When I close my eyes and think of you
And reminisce on all the things you do
I can't imagine my life without you
It's like paradise now I know that it's real (um)
It's a mystery for someone to give their life just for me
What you did on calvary
Makes me wann love you more

I never knew I could be so happy
And I never knew I'd be so secure because of your love
Life has brand new meaning
It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day 🎵

Cyn~ Yes...its gonna be brighter day lord. Just keep my wife safe..

🎵 Every time I look back
And every time I think back
On all the stuff I've been through
I've prayed through I cried through
And then I tried you and just
Whan I was about to fall
Your love caught me when your name I called
Jesus you keep on lookin' out for me

Every time I look back
And every time I think back
On all the stuff I've been through
I've prayed through I cried through
And then I tried you and just
Whan I was about to fall
Your love caught me when your name I called
Jesus you keep on lookin' out for me