Conor Maynard imagines

Break-up video

"Hi guys" I say holding back the tears "you guys are probably confused because neither me or Conor have been on any social media over the last week and that's because we've been having some difficulties in our relationship

I'm gonna try and be strong for you guys and explain what's been going on,because it is hard but neither of us have done anything wrong,none of us have cheated or anything like that it's a decision we both made together as a couple and as friends

I never ever thought I would be sat here making this video,but here I am telling all you guys why me and Conor Maynard broke up" I say as a little tear slipped down my face

"There's....been problems going on since the start of our relationship but we both thought if we tried hard enough then maybe we'll come over them which you don't.you never come over the problems there will always be some sort of issue or problem in any relationship

But me and Conor didn't want to leave each other because we both love each other and it's hard to make a decision when it comes to love I guess

For months now me and Conor knew our relationship wasn't working out,so we tried being friends again but obviously our feelings where to strong for just friends so we kept getting back together but over the last few weeks me and Conor decided to come to the conclusion and even though it's hard to do this and we both don't want to, we decided it's best if we just completely loose contact

And i hate saying it" I say beginning to cry "so we both deleted each other's numbers and we haven't spoken for three days now and even that is killing me

I do miss him a lot, and I really loved him I really did,I still do but when your grown up and your in a relationship you kinda just know when enough is enough

And...and we were both just torturing ourselves by being in this relationship and even though we loved each other we were both hurting every day,and the week before we decided to break up was the best decision

We barley spoke.we stayed in the house together but it was an awkward atmosphere."

"And I've lost friends because of this and I will miss Conor and his family a lot and all the boys because not talking to Conor also means leaving the boys behind because there's no way that I could ever be friends with the boys because obviously Conor isn't leaving them so me and Conor would have to see each other which to be honest we both don't won't to see each other

I think it's a mater of we can't see each other because we will just argue.over everything like last week we argued because of who was going to the shops.its so stupid and that's what i mean by torturing ourself

Conor will always hold a very place in my heart and there's no way either of us can forget what happened because you know when you love someone you just don't forget and because everything we done, every photo ended up on the internet"

"But anyway,yeah I'm sure conor will explain his side or even write a song about it" I chuckle.god how I miss his songs

"Anyway guys.i love you and thanks for all the support" I say ending the video