Conor Maynard imagines

Too good at goodbyes

Conor's pov:

"I'm sorry baby" she whispered, my head placed on her chest as she wrapped her arms around my tight. I let my tears drop down onto her hoodie, just needing her close to me "but I promise nothing is going on" she said and I lifted my head from my chest looking into her eyes

"Do you promise" I sniff and she nodded, I'll take that. I sighed before wiping my eyes "I'm sorry for being so pathetic"

"It's Fine" she shrugged standing up "now let's go to bed" she said extending her arm out

"But it's only-"

"Conor" she snapped "let's go" she said lightly shaking her head and putting a smile on her face.

I sighed before taking her hand and standing up letting her pull me Upstairs into her room.

She smiled as she closed the door behind me and pushing me down onto the bed and straddle across me. My hands placed on her thighs as she attached our lips.

We kissed for a while, until she began to leave a trail of kisses down my jaw and my neck.

~flashback~

"Conor this is so wrong" jack said

"What is?"

"Her, you're relationship. She's using you man" he said

"No she's not" I shake my head not wanting to believe it

"Conor buddy, jacks right. She's horrible to you. Do you really want to let her control you" Caspar spoke sighing lighting

"SHE ISNT USING ME" I tell starting to get annoyed

"Conor stay calm" joe said

"she isn't using me, we love each other" I say my voice shaking

"Conor I'm sorry but this is an unhealthy relationship. What if it messed you up in the future" josh said. The room fell silent

"Hey Conor Baby" y/n smiled walking back into the room from the bathroom

"Hi" I reply, she looked at the boys before taking a seat on my lap. The boys began acting normal again "Conor let's go to the movies"

The room fell silent again waiting to hear my answer "but I'm happy here" I say slowly

"Conor" she said raising an eyebrow "i want to go to the movies, now let's go" she said standing up

"Okay yeah, bye guys"

~end of flashback~

"No y/n wait" I say pushing her off me

"What" she asked looking at me confused, pissed even. But I can do this.

"I Umm, I'm not in the mood" I say

"Conor What is going on with you" she asked getting of the bed "god you're acting like you don't love me anymore" I didn't say a word I just looked down at my hands. "Whatever, I'm going to shower"

She left the room and I sighed. Leaning back on the bed, my hands placing on my face. Am I getting used? Is this relationship unhealthy? Am I going to be mentally messed up?

*ding*

I moved my hands from my face to see a light in the corner of the room. Pushing myself of the bed I walked over, seeing y/n's phone laying there

I took a deep breathe before lifting it up

'I miss you :(( xx'

'are you coming back out tonight baby? Xx'