Conor Maynard imagines

I was made for loving you

I can't help this feeling. The feeling I get when people look at him. Innocent fans asking for a picture with him makes my blood boil and a feeling I can't explain in the pit of my stomach.

It's a feeling where I feel like someone will take him away from me. A feeling that wants him all to myself.

And he discovered that.

It was a Saturday morning. And we had gone out for a while. Just the two of us,Me and my boyfriend Conor.

We decided to go for brunch. And spend time together. Although we do that everyday.

We had just made it to the cute little cafe he took me to on our first date. When we heard a few screams and Conor's name being called.

We both turned around and Conor smiled at them as they ran down the street

"Wait till it's okay to cross" Conor yelled and they did before sprinting forward. Conor smiled widely at the girls running towards him smiling and screaming. And he let go of my hand to walk over to them and I let out a quiet sigh.

I stood back watching the teen girls take photos with my boyfriend. I know I'm takin this to far and thinking to much about it, but I really love conor and I can't help but think he would leave me for one of his fans.

One of the girls who was waiting for a photo looked over at me, before walking over.

"Hi" she said

"Hey" I nod

"Why are you just standing there?" She asked

"I'm waiting for my boyfriend to take photos" I say. I know I was rude but I was jealous. Jealous that millions of other people love my boyfriend.

"Well he won't be you're boyfriend for long" the girl said flicking her hair over her shoulder. I looked down at her confused

"He's going to find someone else eventually" she said walking away. That's it's

"Excuse me sorry" I say squeezing past the girls.more joining once they realised what was going on. I made my way to Conor after he took a photo with a girl and she glared at me "I'm going home can I have the keys"

"What why?" Conor asked

"Conor please" I say holding back the tears. He nodded before putting his hand in his pocket and pulling out the house keys.

I grabbed them of him and walked back through the crowd quickly walking home. Tears streaming down my cheeks.

I fumbled with the keys. My shaking hands trying to unlock the door. Why am I feeling this way over his fans.they're his life, the reason why he is who he is today. I signed up to that when i started dating him

But I just can't help and want him to myself.God I know I sound selfish but I don't want him to leave me. Like what if he finds a better relationship? A relationship that's better one he's more happy in

I threw the keys on the floor. Giving up trying to unlock the door. A felt a wash of anxiety take over me, and I slid my back down the wall behind me. Lifting my knees up to my chest and dropping my head down

"Oh my god y/n" I heard Conor said running over to me "what's wrong" he asked

"I..i" I tried to speak out. But I couldn't, I felt helpless. God what if he really does leave me "don't leave me"

"what?" He asked shocked "come on, please" he said opening his arms for me. He helped me stand up and he picked up the keys unlocking the door. Taking my shaking hand in his.

I walked into the living room while Conor walked into the kitchen. He came through with a glass of water.

He smiled as he handed me the glass and I took a sip before placing it on the coffee table

"What happened back there" he asked and I shrugged "y/n tell me"

"No it's stupid" I say

"Y/n seriously"

"It's fine"I argue back getting up and walking up stairs into our bedroom and lying on the bed.

I hear the door creak open and Conor walked in. Before climbing onto the bed next to me.

"Baby please" he pleaded a look of hope in his eyes. I sighed slightly before answering

"I just....i hate seeing you with those girls"

"Why?" He asked gently taking my hand in his

"Because....your my boyfriend, and I love you. And I hate seeing you hugging other girls, or them hugging you and taking photos" I say

"You're jealous?" Conor said

"No. It's more than that Conor. I can't help it though. It's like I feel like if your around all these fans all the time, then you'll fall for one of them. And find a better relationship and you'll love them instead"

"Y/n" Conor sighed "baby of course I love them there people who got me here in the place I am, but I don't love them the way I love you"

"I just can't help but think. What if you meet someone. A fan or not and love them and then....leave me" I say looking down at our hands. Our fingers were moving against each other gently. And it made my heart flutter

But Conor let go. And leaned over to me. He rested his arm over my shoulder and placed it next to my head before leaning down to kiss me.the kiss was soft, slow but passionate at the same time

"What if we're just hopeless heart passing through Conor" I whisper my voice breaking

"We're not. I know we're not okay. Your the only girl Thats ever made me feel the way I do. I know I love you. I love you so much that I can't even explain. And I think meeting you was something I had been waiting for, for all my life" he said wiping my tears away and kissing my head

"I was made for loving you" he said placing a simple kiss on my lips "and only you"

I wrapped my arm around his neck pulling him down on me, and kissing him. I felt his smirk into the kiss which made me giggle

God I love this boy.

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A/n:I wanted to make a cheesy one cuz why not. Everyone loves a cheesy relationship at times right. Getting my surgery tomorrow so there won't be any updates but I'm going to try and update as much as I can tonight

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