I need you here with me // Carl Grimes [EDITING]

Thirty - Battle Scars.

'hi.' I said

'hey.' he smiled back awkwardly

'I miss you so much...' tears sprung to my eyes and i pressed both my hands against the glass.

'I know, I know...I miss you too.' he whispered and bent down on his knees in front of the glass.

'I hate it in here Glenn, Lizzie and Sasha are in here too, but it doesn't feel right without you...' I sobbed

'it's okay, i love you so much...' he whispered

'I love you too...' I answered

'I need to go on watch, I'll come visit you later...' he wiped away his tears

'okay...' I said before standing up from my chair.

I walked back to my bed ,in the large room full with other sick people, and began to sob into my hands...

'um, are you okay?' a girl asked, she was around my age, maybe a little younger...

'I'm fine, just being over dramatic.' I said and wiped my tears away

'it's obviously not...I know that face, its a boy isn't it' she asked

'yeah...' I replied

'I've been there, by the way I'm Alice.' she smiled and rubbed my back.

'I'm lydia...' I muttered

'I know, I've seen you around here,with that carl guy...he's ricks son right?' she asked

'yep.'

'I haven't seen you around here before...' I shuffled away a little

'I know, I got here when Woodbury fell, and you guys took us all in.'

'oh.' I answered

'you don't look I'll?' I said

'I know, that reminds me! theres your meds!' he handed me a bottle

'meds?' I asked

'me, Daryl,Bob, and tyresse went on a med run and got them for everyone.' she smiled, she did that a lot.

'thanks.' I murmured before downing all the pills.

'you should, be aloud out now.' she helped me up

'thanks.'

'anyway, I've gotta go give that guy his meds' she walked me to the door

'could you possibly meet me at my cell later, you could meet my friends?'

'sure, BYE!' he shouted and walked away.

I quickly pulled open the door and ran to me and carls cell, where he slept on the bed we used to share.

I lay down on the bed next to him and slowly kissed his cheek

'you're finally awake!' I cheered and got off of the bes as he sat up

he quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me onto his lap.

'did I say to get up?' he smirked

'I missed you!' I said in a baby voice and wrapped my arms around his neck, he snaked his around my waist and we slowly began to kiss, suddenly he pushed me back...

'you're not still ill, are you?' he asked

'no you idiot!' I laughed

then Judith started crying...

'rock paper scissors?' he asked

'you're on!' I smirked

'rock, paper scissors!' we chanted I chose scissors and he chose rock

'unfair!' I sulked and crosses my arms over my chest

'it's not my fault you suck ass at it, you always choose scissors!' he laughed at me...

'now of you go.' he shoed me away

'SCREW YOU GRIMES!' I shouted as I walked out of my cell.

'YOU ALREADY DID!' he shouted back

'dick...' I muttered

'I HEARD THAT!' he shouted

'YOU WERE MEANT TO!'I screamed and walked to over to Judith's crib.

I lifted her out and cradled her in my arms, I started to sign to her to help her sleep since she couldn't...

'these battle scars...

don't look like theyre fading...

don't look like they'll ever go away...

don't look like they're ever gonna fade...

these battle...

love, never let a man ruin me...

but I feel like these wounds ruin me...

never closing...

always open...

like cupid on a shooting spree...

feeling stupid, Cuz I know that they're ain't no you and me...

but when your trying to beat the odds up...

and your trying to keep your head up...

theres something you should know...

I wish i never gave...

I wish I never touched...

I wish that I could stop, loving you so much ...

Cuz I'm the only that's trying to keep us together...

when all the signs say that I should forget him...

I wish I never kissed...

I wish I never loved...

I wish that I could stop Cuz it hurts so much...

Cuz these battle scars...

don't look like they're fading...

don't look like they'll ever go away...

they ain't ever gonna fade...

these battle...

scars...'

she was sleeping in my arms as I continued to rock her back and forth, while softly humming...

suddenly a pair of very familiar hands rested on my waist...

'you're really good with her...' Carl whispered in my ear

'thanks.' I smiled and put her in her crib

I know it's not a very good chapter, but it's just a filler. :-)