[Hellion Brothers: Book #4] Aequor Heart

Author's note

Hey guys..

You may not read this if you don't want to. This just some random stuffs...

Don't say I didn't warn yah~

P.s; Have some tissue and cry with me if you want. Let's be one with this.

This isn't an update but I just really wanted to let this all out since I have no one to talk to about this.

Just.. well.. I am so caught up with the issue currently invading our kpop world. I know that you know this if you are a kpop fan. (Heck. My co-workers even knew it though I didn't told them anything about that. And FYI,they're not kpop fans.) And I just want to somehow express it even just through this.

#RIPJonghyun
😭😭😭

The time my members in a covergroup I am in told me about this, I don't have any reaction. This just seem so unreal. Two days later, I was like that. And I only keep wishing it was fake news but I can see that all of my friends have been posting about it already and some says it was already confirmed by the police and Sm Entertainment itself.

I may not have Jonghyun as my bias but it hurts me alot. Yesterday when I finally saw the funeral was the moment it finally sinked into me that, well, Jonghyun indeed did that. Jonghyun ended his precious life with carbon monoxide.

Aside from Huang Zi Tao's departure from Exo, I have never cried with Kpop as my reason. But this is different. I can't help it. I really cried. It is so painful. Really really painful. Seeing his picture in the funeral and his members, specially Minho, greeting the guest with a smile on his face despite crying so much with his super puffy eyes and swollen face as a proof? I can't take it. I have to cry.