I need to drive up to that cemetery and sit. I need to be alone. I need to feel calm. I need my soul to feel peace. This is something I feel that I need right now. Yet I can't drive up there at 9:50ish by myself at night.
I can't explain the levels off emotion I'm feeling right now, yet I know if I'm at the cemetery I'll be alright. Everything will be alright. The sad part is that I can't even go tomorrow either.... it's a family members birthday and I can't miss it (not matter how much I want to). I'd only I could go there and be alone for at least ten to fifteen minutes then I'd be happy.
Please, it's all I ask.... and yet it (once again) falls through.
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Poems and Rants Of A Killjoy
PoetryAll of my thoughts written down in here... This is a place for those who need a safe haven of sorts. Made by one of your own. I hope you can learn from my mistakes. "Come one, come all to this tragic affair..." -Dead! By My Chemical Romance [ON-GOIN...
