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Poems and Rants Of A Killjoy

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All of my thoughts written down in here... This is a place for those who need a safe haven of sorts. Made by one of your own. I hope you can learn from my mistakes. "Come one, come all to this tragic affair..." -Dead! By My Chemical Romance [ON-GOIN...

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3:13 PM (Wednesday)

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by _killjoy_4_life_

by _killjoy_4_life_

                                    
                                              I'm a fucking pathetic coward! I didn't tell him today. What's wrong with me???? 
                          There's absolutely no reason for me to let him stay in my life, yet I can't seem to grow enough of a backbone to get rid of him. How pathetic is that...? Instead of telling him off I ignored him. 
                          When he said, "You really are dead."

I replied with, "Yes I am."

                          I listened to music the entire time he walked me to my class (which he knows that I don't like) and said very little to him. I makes so many comments like he knows me so well and I hate it. All he knows about are a few simple facts (name, age, and that I listen to rock and metal music) and that doesn't give him the right to make comments like that. 
                          I have a feeling that this is all going to end soon. The whole situation with Logan will be over soon... or so I hope. I know it won't change if I don't do anything about it. So here I go.