1:40 AM (Tuesday)

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Everything with Logan is okay I guess... He's not going to kill himself, which is good.

I honestly have too many thoughts running around about the whole situation.

As horrible as this sounds.... was he really going to end it all today? Was it just another trick to get me to text him? He's done it many times before.

I know I sound like such a shitting person, but I can't help but wonder about it all.
What more can I say?
I'm fucked up, yet we all are (some more than others). I just-I'm not begging for help here. I'm just stating that I'm lost. What do I do?

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