SHITS AND GIGGLES

Qoutes from songs

song lyrics that relate to my life

Everything is blurry
And everyone's is so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is dull
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Can you take it all away?
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish
I didn't do
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I cannot sleep, I cannot dream
Tonight
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This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting
Everytime
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating
Their insides
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Don't waste your time on me
Your already the voice inside my head

Do you ever feel like breaking
Down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
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To be like me
To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down and feel like you are pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you
No you don't know what's it like
Welcome to my life..

I woke up it was seven,
Waited till eleven
Just to figure out no one would call
I think I got alot of Friends but I don't
Hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When you're spending everyday
On your own...and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and I know that it is not
Fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and is having more fun than me..
And when the night is dead,
I'll crawl into my bed and stare at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
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What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake and I'm bored and i
Can't fall asleep and every night is
The worse night ever
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Hey mum, look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
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But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it right
I just wanna make you proud
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Can't pretend I'm alright
And you can't change me!
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I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it is just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
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I try not to think
About the pain inside
Do you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Seems so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
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I can't stand another fight
Nothing's alright
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Nothing's going to change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard to just to talk to you and you don't understand!
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Father of mine, tell me where have you been?
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Father of mine, tell me where did you go?
You had the world inside your hand
But you did not  seem to know
Father of mine, tell me what do you see when you look back at your wasted life and you don't see me?
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I never understood you then and I guess I never will..
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Then he walked away
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Father of mine tell me how do you sleep with the child you abandoned..
I will never be safe!
I will never be sane!
I will always be wierd inside!
I will always be lame!
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Then he walked away!

Momma please stop crying,
I can't stand the sound,
Your pain is painful and it's tearing me down
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I told him you didnt mean those nasty things you said!
You used to fight about money, bout me and my brother, and this I used to come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growing up in world war lll, never knowing what love could be, you'll see.
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family
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Father figure stop yelling, I can't stand the sound
Make momma stop crying cause I need you around
My momma she loves you, no matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love you too!
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Don't want to go back to that place, but had no choice , no way
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In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend like it comes naturally
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