A/N : please note that I do not want any hate regarding these chapters I wanted to show people in my opinion how Logan was feeling during that time . Anyone who comments any hurtful comments on this story will be reported .
After a few hours that Logan has posted his vlog from yesterday .. he started to get a lot of hate .. backlash ... death wishes .. and people betraying him .. he decided to delete that vlog and post an apology video .. which has gotten a lot of hate as well .. he decided that we should all fly back to Los Angeles and stay off all social media ..
Back at LA ~ Violets pov ..
I am downstaries barley coming home from the airport with Brendon , Evan , Andy & Melissa .. Logan went straight to his room locking himself and staying away from everyone .. I decide to go upstaries bringing him a bottle water to check on how he is .. I go into his room locking the door , getting on his bed and putting him on my lap, playing with his hair .
Violet: are you okay love ? ..
Logan: I know I often dont let things get to me .. but this hurts .. the whole world being against me hurts ...
Violet: I'm sorry baby .. but I know how that feels so I'm here to support you in any way shape or form
Logan: I really do need you .. I can't handle this by myself ..
Violet: no baby .. don't say that .. your seriously a strong person the most bravest person I've ever met
( his face turns to look at mine and I stare at his beautiful ocean blue eyes .. )
Logan; kiss me
( he comes closer to my lips and kisses me ... out of all our kisses .. this one is the best .. )
I'm seriously falling in love with you ..
I decide to order some pizza with wings over to the house .. gave some to Brendon and Evan and the rest is for me and Logan where we cuddle in bed and watch movies .. then Logans mother calls him ..
Logans pov ..
Mom: Oh logey ! My baby .. what's going on ?
Logan: mom I don't wanna talk about it
Mom: baby just tell me how you feel then are you okay ?
Logan: I'm fine mom .. I'm here with my girlfriend
Mom: girlfriend ?! Who ? Why didn't you tell me about her ?
Logan: because we just started dating it's my assistant , but I have to talk to you about her later on .. are you coming to LA ?
Mom; yes of course I need to be with you during these times .. I'll be there next week I checked the flights and there only available for next week
Logan: okay mom .. I'll see you next week
Mom: I love you son
Logan: I love you too mom ..
We hang up and I see Violet sitting in the corner of the bed .. quiet .
I pick her up .. wrap her in my arms and make out with her ..
Logan: what's wrong beautiful ?
Violet: I hate seeing you like this .. I really can't handle it this was how my father was the last few months he had alive .. and himself wishing he wasn't alive ..
Logan: I'm okay baby .. I'm just a little sad but when I'm with you I'm okay .. you mean the world to me and I don't like seeing you like this ..
violet: I know ... I'm so sorry .. I just hate seeing you like this too
Next morning ..
LOGAN PAUL SEEN IN A SUICIDE FOREST ... BEING SO DAMN DISRESPECTFUL AND RECORDING A SUICIDE VICTIMS DEAD BODY ..
LOGAN PAUL SHOULD BE REMOVED FROM YOUTUBE FOREVER !
LOGAN PAUL DOES NOT DESERVE WHAT HE HAS HE DESERVES TO DIE !
And others supported him ..
LOGANG4LIFE , WE ARE REAL FANS AND WE WILL BE NEXT TO LOGAN EVERY STEP OF THE WAY
HE DIDNT BRAINWASH US , HE SUPPORTED US .. WHENEVER ONE OF US WERE SAD OR UPSET WHENEVER HE PUT UP A VIDEO BE ALWAYS MADE US SMILE NOW ITS OUR TURN TO MAKE HIM SMILE
Violet: baby how are you feeling this morning?
logan: depressed .. but im trying to feel better .. i really do wanna feel better i cant handle all this shit with the whole world being against me..
Violet: you already know im always going to be next to you in every step of the way baby
logan: i know that beautiful thank you ( he smiles and kisses me )
I walk away from logan and go off the side to take a call
Violet: why do you guys even want me in this ? im not special or anything
unknown: your already in the experince of killing,you know how it feels when you get rid of that anger when you kill someone and your young .. beautiful youll make a great leader seriously violet: i really dont know if i can do this .. ive been on the run for about 18 months already and the police are already trying to find me and if i join this .. it will only bring more attention to me but I'll think about it and let you know In a couple of days
( I hang up .. )
Logan: baby everything okay ?
Violet: yes baby .. ( I smile )
We all go downstairs and go to the kitchen where we see Evan and brendon eating
Brendon: hey Logan what's up ?
Logan: what you guys eating ?
Brendon: bacon and eggs we left you both some there
( we serve ourselves food )
Evan: so bud you making a vlog today ?
Logan: uh no .. I'm taking a break off social media for a bit ...
Evan: but your always happy when you make a vlog and no one likes seeing you like this Logan
Logan: can we please change the subject ? ( he punches the table and I jump )
Evan: sorry dude .. didn't mean to make you mad ..
Logan: no it's not your fault ... I just don't like all this pressure on me anymore
Brendon: dude everything's gonna be okay .. your strong as fuck and your gonna make it through this ..
Logan: it will ruin my career forever ...
