Today is the day the jury decides if I'm put to death ..
Today is the day everything changes .. and who knows what would happen to me .. or my baby girl and the love of my life ..
Morning ~ 9:30 am
I sit up and breath deeply .. take long breaths .. I look over at Sophia and she stares at me
I can see tears coming down her eyes ..
She comes over to me and hugs me
Sophia: good luck girl .. seriously
Violet: thank you soph ..
Diabla , boo & Paul stand in the front of mine and Sophia's bunk and I hug every each one of them and I then see two COS with my trial clothing
Diabla: good luck girl !
Boo: Jackson do good girl
Paul: love yah !
We walk down the halls ..
Women staring at us
Others saying good luck
You can do it girl!
They can't put a Jackson to death !
Top dog !
Taking this prison to my charge one state at a time ..
We go into the room where I change and then handcuffed and put in the back of the prison van .. we then make our way to the court house .
THIS IS JUST IN !
VIOLET KATHERINE JACKSON .. THE YOUNGEST MURDERER CHARGED WITH 3 COUNTS OF MURDER IS ARRIVING TO HER SENTENCING HEARING TODAY !! WILL VIOLET JACKSON BE KILLED BY THE LETHAL INJECTION OR STAY LIFE IN PRISON?!
WILL SHE BE ABLE TO MET BOTH OF HER PARENTS IN HEAVEN ?!
" VIOLET JACKSON HOW DO YOU FEEL THIS MORNING ? "
" ARE YOU NERVOUS FOR TODAYS HEARING ?! "
" HOW IS YOUR PREGNANCY GOING ? "
I am taken inside the court room where I sit down and look behind me to see everyone in my family ..
I mouth over to Logan
" I love you so much "
We all stand as the judge arrives and takes her seat on the bench
Judge: you all may be seated , today we are here to listen to the jury's decision on violet Katherine Michael Jackson's sentencing. Have you reached a verdict?
Jury Foreperson: We have, your Honor.
Judge: What say you?
Jury Foreperson: We the jury, in the case of The State of California versus Violet Katherine Michael Jackson
find the defendant Guilty of the charge of three counts of murder and is requesting for the court to put the defendant through the death penalty
Judge: (After verdict is read) Thank you, Jury, for your service today we agree with your request and violet Katherine Michael Jackson will be put through the death penalty but won't be put on death row . Court is adjourned.
My heart drops ..
I can hear Logan yelling in the back ground with the rest of my family members
Tears ..
Screams ..
Heart breaks ...
Trauma ..
Logan races towards me
Logan: VIOLET I FUCKING LOVE YOU !!!
( he comes running towards me and we kiss .. the police push him away and they take me out the court room ... I get put in the back of the van and driven back to the prison where I'm put back into my uniform and sent to my bunk ... I cover myself with my blanket .. )
Violet: daddy ... oh daddy why did I do that ! I can't do this shit anymore might as well kill my self !
( tears start streaming down my face even quickly .. )
I need to get out of this fucking place
I can't do this shit anymore !!
Sophia: you got it didn't you ?
Violet: yes ! I'm getting killed by the lethal injection !
