The days pass, I stay busy with work and Slash is busy partying with his band.
At work, I keep remembering his lips on mine.
At night, I lie awake, thinking about his hands touching me.
I want him. No doubt about that.
And I am eaten alive by guilt. But even as i talk to Brett on the phone, my mind is always on Slash. With that one kiss, that one small taste of that man, I am hooked.
It is Saturday night, and I worked the late shift. As I am approaching the apartment door, I am reminded about how Brett hates me working late. He always sits with me at the diner to make sure I am safe. He really is a great boyfriend. I need to focus on him. But how? How do I get Slash outta my mind?
I enter the apartment, and head to the kitchen. I want a bowl of cereal and some cold juice before I head to bed. I sit at the table with my snack, and I hear giggling from somewhere down the hall. A female giggling. Oh no, he has a girl over? My heart feels heavy, and I feel my throat tighten up. I lose my appetite, and do not even clean up the mess, I just leave he bowl on the table.
I quietly walk down the hall. I am just about to duck into my room, when his bedroom door flings open. I know better than to look. But I do it anyway.
There on his bed is not one, but TWO skanky looking chicks. They are dressed, barely, and giggling like school girls. I feel sick.
"Oh, hey Wynn," Slash says, casually. "I didn't hear ya come in."
"Yeah, guess your lady friends were keeping you distracted," I mumble.
"We were at a party together, they wanted to come hold my snake," he grins.
"Oh, I bet they do," I grumble as I slip inside my bedroom.
I sit there, on my bed, my heart breaking. I have no right to be jealous, but I am. So much that it hurts. I keep thinking of those tramps touching him. His lips on them, and not me. I curl up in a ball and cry. I ignore the phone when Brett calls. Eventually, I turn the stereo on as loud as I can stand it, so that the music drowns out their snake holding party across the hall.
At some point I cry myself to sleep.
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