I feel so sick. I keep hearing her words over and over. My god, he would not have done this. I try to put it out of my mind, but it won't be silenced. When he finally comes home, I resist the urge to fly off the handle and accuse him. Instead, I listen to him tell me about his day.
"How was your day?" he aks, when his stories are done.
"Joy was here," I say, casually.
"Your sister, was here?" he repeats. "Well that is a surprise."
"She is dating a woman, says she is a lesbian now," I tell him.
"Well, good for her, I guess," he shrugs.
"Slash," I sigh, "I need to know how far things went with you and her."
"How far?" he looks confused. "How far what went?"
"Gonna make me say it?" I ask. "Did you kiss her? Fuck her? What happened?"
"No, I did not kiss her, or fuck her," he answers. "What brought this on?"
"She admitted to 'fooling around' with you," I snap. "I need to know exactly what that means."
"It means that your sister is a liar," he says, matter of factly. "And the fact that you would ask me about it means that you don't trust me."
"You were wasted that night," I try to explain. "You were clearly not making good decisions that day.'
"I would not have done anything with her," he says. "Christ, Wynn, I love you."
"I love you, too," I say. "But I had to make sure. I couldn't marry someone who messed around with my sister."
"You have pushed me away, time and time again," he says, a hurt look in his eyes. "Will I ever be enough for you? Will my love ever be enough?"
":You are enough, Slash," I reach for him, but he steps away.
"I am not sure I can marry someone who does not trust me," he says, sadly.
"Slash," I say. "I am so sorry. I let her into my head and I know better."
'"Without trust we have nothing," he says, turning away from me. "I am gonna be gone, a lot, with the band. There will be girls, groupies, whores, and lots of them, everywhere we go. You have to be able to trust me."
"I do," I insist.
"No, Wynn, obviously you don't." He yells at me. I feel tears welling up. " I fought for you, I waited for you. I watched you with a guy that I knew was going to hurt you. I watched you walk away and run right to him. i fought my addictions to be with you and our daughter. Well, I am not giving you another chance to walk out on me. I love you and you seem hell bent on destroying me. Well not this time." He slams the door behind him as he leaves.
I stand there, speechless. He just walked out. Slash just left me. I crumple to the floor, too shocked to even cry.
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Torn
RomanceTorn. Torn between two men. Torn between the man she loves and his addiction. Torn between her own life and her love for her sister. It seems around every corner, Wynn is torn.