**REWRITING You will forever be my always

Chapter 28.

❖ Anthony Gordon ❖

6:00 pm.
Alex and Anthony decided to have some bro time, so they went to the park and played basketball.

Every time they play, memories always crash into Anthony's mind.

Like before when he wasn't dating Heidi. He remembers those times that Alex and him would stay after school and play almost till night.

He was really close to Alex and still is, but now he really doesn't stay after school because he spends time with Heidi too.

He really wasn't planning on dating anymore senior year.

But things (Heidi) happened.

When he first saw Heidi his first thought was that she's beautiful.

And even though he had barley seen her, he wanted to be with her.

Every time he would see her in the hallways or in class he would get nervous and still does. He hated when Heidi talked with Alex, he thought they liked each other.

But no they're just friends.

He wanted to talk to her but he didn't know if she even liked him.

He wanted to ask but of course that would've been weird, asking her "Hey do you like me?."

Yeah...No-that's just- No.

He wanted to prove if Heidi liked him.
But he didn't know how.

Only one idea popped into his head.
Him being with another girl.

Usually sometimes that really works.
He started to look for a random girl.

And he found Joe.

He was only dating Joe to see if Heidi would get jealous.

Then he would see if she liked him too.
His relationship with Joe was um...fake for him.

He didn't even like her a bit.

But when Heidi saw them together he could see the sadness in her eyes he felt bad but he didn't know what to do.

Instead of getting jealous she got upset. She felt disappointed.
She was confused.
All her feelings were mixed.

She needed to stay away from everyone she wanted to figure things out.

That's why she didn't want to talk to anyone.

Because when someone hurts you, betrays you or even worse, breaks your heart, you just want to be alone and think about things.

Not even think because what they do or did to you, keeps repeating in your head, and doesn't leave you alone, it's like a movie playing all over again..none stopping.

And all the pain gets even worse and you don't know what to do.

You may have someone to talk to but that ain't going to work.

All you need to do is be alone and relax yourself.

Never NEVER make decisions when you're mad or when you're sad.
Because sometimes we can make the wrong decisions.

He didn't know what to do.
He felt really bad.

He just wanted to run and hold her, to tell her that everything was a lie and that he didn't even like her at all, that he only has feelings for her and that he wanted her not Joe.

But he couldn't.

He was afraid, she would get mad at him.

Joe was always texting him.
Let's go to the mall.
Let's go out for dinner.
Let's hangout.