✔ SINFUL

❤ CVII ❤

You don't have to love me...

I can just be in pain like that day

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"Baby.. why are you crying? Are you alright?" Taehyung stared at my brimming eyes and I soon teared up stupidly, his thumb softly moves to wipe every drop while his lips parted to say, "don't cry..."

Was it funny for him? ..or I was so stupid to believe in his lie.

Didn't he said that he don't want to have kids.. but now he was agreeing when I don't want him to think about it! 

I knew, I was so scared and irresponsible to think about it.. cause I don't want to lose another innocent Angel of my life just because of my carelessness. I was not perfect to be a mother. I just can't..!

I knew deep inside my heart.. I'll lose it badly! I can still hear people scream and shout at me for being a worst mother of Taemin's child.

Wasn't I already such a disgrace to him.. then why are you testing my patience?

"You are so annoying! I hate you!" I exclaimed, my breathing spaced up, I resisted loosing my balance but soon his arms held me made me sobbed onto his chest. 

I hate to bother you.. so leave me already!

Even when I tried to push him, he just embraced me more warmly made my heart tremble, his arms still hugging my waist, pulling me closer. 

Why don't you just leave me..?

"Shush, no baby.. don't cry." 

Taehyung's hands moved to stroke my hairs back before cupping my cheeks slightly, the warmth of it felt comforting with emotion. "Baby, I hate the moment when you cry.. so don't." 

I couldn't utter a single word, choking in my own tears made me loathed myself at the sight.

Taehyung diligently tried to convince me while my eyes never left from the sight. "Baby.. I promise, I'll take good care of our babies. There will be no one who can hurt you." His eyes glittering with hope. "Believe me, I'll protect you.. everything will be alright as before. We will be the perfect couple you ever dreamed of.. Heize darli..."

"Shush.. don't cry." 

How vulnerable I felt to face every single obstacle? But didn't same with him. 

I never knew how it was cause he was there every time to make it alright, he was there with me.

"W.Why..?"  I asked between my sobs.

"..cause baby I hate tears." Taemin softly mumbles in my ears, his fingers gently moves through my hairs. 

I can't believe I fell for you.

I felt a sudden warmth from his palms made me snapped out , my eyes draw away from his dark orbs. "I don't even know you.. so let me go!" I pushed him harder this time in panic. 

"Hei-"

"I hate you!" 

My whole being trembled in fear and my heart felt the intense pain.. like a bullet piercing through my chest. I couldn't seem to think straight as if I'll be losing my mind.

'Taehyung is not him.. he lied, he can never be him for God's sake Heize-shi..!'

I repeated again and again, my fingers moves swiftly through my hairs back in frustration.

'I don't want to lose myself now...'

Taehyung glanced down at me stupified from what I said a moment before.

I hate you for making me feel this way...

don't pretend to be someone, you're not!

I screamed internally, my eyes closed. I just wanted to disappear.. disappear in this moment so no one can hear me cry.. or see me broken down. 

With his muscular strong arms, he began to hold onto both of my shoulders before he slightly pushed my body to the wall.

"You don't Heize darling... you just don't!" He whispered sternly, his eyes were cold and intense glance down at me. 

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A/N: I just splited this chapter for some reason. You'll know soon...

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