He Broke Me

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Sabrina's pov

Lying there on the bed, naked, with not even a single piece of cloth covering me, forced me to come in grip with the error of my ways.

I was just a naive girl . I was too blinded by love to see anything else.

But was it really my fault? How could I have known that the man I knew for 16 years of my life, the man I loved for so long, would turn to be so cold hearted?

My heart was aching at all these thoughts. It was as if someone was clenching it too hard and it wanted to beat, but just couldn't.

Immediately I placed a hand on my chest and closed my eyes as tears started blinding my vision. At that moment I remembered all the fake promises, all the false musings, which used to be once the cause of butterflies in my stomach.

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I was lying on my back on the makeshift bed, looking up to the star filled sky. It was such a magical sight that I couldn't remove my gaze from it.

"Its so beautiful, " I whispered.

"It is," said Adam who was lying beside me. I looked towards him with a smile when I found him already staring at me instead of the star filled sky.

My heart melted at the way he looked it me. His eyes were always a feature of him that I loved the most. And the way he stared at me with those beautiful eyes made me feel beautiful.

I slightly shifted towards him and he laid out his hand for me. I immediately went in his embrace, snuggling my body with him, with his arms wrapped around me.

Looking up towards his face, I brought my hand up to trace all his features. He was just so perfect. And he was all mine.

He brought his lips down on me and started kissing me with every ounce of love him. And I was happily returning the gesture.

It was about to get more heated when I stopped him. I thought he will have a dissapointed look on his face, but he just smiled at me and kissed my forehead.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not ready", I whispered.

"Sweetheart, you don't have to be"

"But A.."

"No buts. It's totally okay. I can wait till the end of eternity for you. And when you finally give in to me, I will show you how beautiful you are. I will make you feel like the most special girl in this whole Earth. Because I love you."

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A sob escaped my mouth, as soon as I remembered all his words. I brought my hand upto my mouth, trying to muffle all my sobs but I couldn't.

He was such a liar. And I was such a fool to believe all his words.

I loved him so so much, and this is what I got in return.

My heart broke remembering each and every one of his lies. Mom was right. I dont deserve love. I dont deserve happiness. Not after what I had done.

All my thoughts left instantly when I saw Adam entering the room. He seemed lost in his thoughts to notice me on the bed.

But when he looked up and saw me in my state, his eyes changed from calm to furious. It was as if he was angry with me, when I was only doing what his rules mentioned.

Immediately, he marched towards my direction . I was so scared by his expressions that I instantly moved to a sitting position bringing my knees up to my face.

He stood infront of me and his hands balled into a fist when he shouted,
"What do you think you are doing?"

I didn't know what to say at first. I just looked towards his face and blinked a couple of times. He was the one who wanted me to do this, then why does he look so angered by my actions?

"Sabrina, I am asking you something. ANSWER ME DAMNIT"

"I..you..you said that...schedule...I...just dont hurt anyone...please"

I couldn't form a proper sentence no matter how much I tried.

He seemed to understand my explanation and he visibly calmed down. But his eyes depicted as if he was pained by my action. Maybe I was wrong. Afterall, why would he be pained to do something which he had already done before.

"Just..just cover yourself up and go have your dinner."

I didn't question him. I was just relieved that he decided to spare me. It didn't matter why.

Maybe it is just for this night. But I was relaxed knowing atleast tonight I wont suffer in his hand.

And so I did what he told me to. I wore my robes and left his sight, hoping that he always has a change of heart like he did tonight.

Adam's pov

As soon as I entered my room, I was shocked by the sight in front of me.

There, in front of me was Sabrina, completely bare, with no clothes covering her body. She looked ethereal in her state. But I couldn't help but get angry at her.

What was wrong with her?!

Why was she lying there, like a whore, presenting her body for me to feast upon it. This wasn't like her. Just yesterday she called me a disgrace to my father's name. And tonight she was lying on my bed, waiting for me to what? Fuck her?!!

My hands balled into a fist at that thought. I marched towards the bed in my anger and her small figure immediately shivered depicting her fear. She brought her knees to her face. Her eyes clearly showcasing how scared she was. But It didn't matter.

Here, I was trying not to abuse her in my game of revenge, and here she was lying naked on my bed.

And so I did what I was best at. I screamed at her.

"What do you think you are doing?"

She seemed to be startled by my questions, for she opted not to answer.

"Sabrina, I am asking you something. ANSWER ME DAMNIT"

This time she did answer, but all she spoke was in broken sentences, and veiled hints but it was enough for me to understand what was going on.

"I..you..you said that...schedule...I...just dont hurt anyone...please"

My heart gave a tug at her words. It showed the amount of fear I had implanted in her brain. I know that in someway, I had my reasons for doing what I did to her.

But after last night, I couldn't help but regret every action.

She was always the brave girl. No matter what happened to her, she would always keep her stance strong.

But I changed that

Fuck!! She was supposed to break. But why am I hurting when this is happening.

"Just..just cover yourself up and go have your dinner," I told her.

She happily obliged and left my sight.

And at that moment, I fell on my knees. I just sat there, the entire night, with my palms covering my face, pondering about the mess my life had become.

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