He Broke Me

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Sabrina's pov

"I'm sorry Bree"

" I didn't know the truth. If I knew it I would never have hurt you."

"I forced myself on you on our wedding night"

"I threatened to hurt your family"

"I hurt you"

"I thought you killed your sister. And because of that...I...I abused you verbally and you went in labor because of the stress"

"Hope...she was premature"

"I...I never let you see her. You never had the chance to meet Hope. Because of me"

Pain

That was the only thing I was feeling right now. Extreme excruciating pain.

As I looked at the mirror in my room, I could see the same pain in my eyes I had been looking into for the past two years. Except this time, I knew what the pain was for. I knew why I was hurting.

I had all the answers

After Adam told me everything about myself...about us, I broke down. Maybe the old Sabrina had learned to accept the pain as it happened over a course of time. But for me, I felt everything was happening to me at this very moment

I was hurting, hurting for the fact that I was violated by my very own husband. Hurting because the man I loved did not trust me. Hurting because I did not get one moment with my child. One moment where I could caress her, one moment where I could show her my love

I couldn't stand being with Adam anymore. He begged, he broke down crying, apologising for everything he had done. But I didn't need his apology. I just wanted him to leave me alone.

And because he owed me atleast that, he left the room for me to be alone.

Everyone says that painful truth is better than sweet lies. But if they lived through whatever I had bear, they wouldn't accept it anymore

I was crying, crying because I wanted the truth. And when I finally came to know what it was, I wasn't strong enough to bear it

Suddenly my phone started ringing. It was Lia. She always called at this time.

My tears increased as I thought of her. How terrible of a mother I was. I couldn't fight harder for my one daughter, and the other I left willingly.

"Princess," I spoke softly, picking up the call

"Hiii Momma," Lia exclaimed. And just hearing her voice made me sob more. I couldn't reply to her. I just held the phone to my ear with one hand while the other was trying to muffle my sobs

But she heard it

"Momma. Are you crying?"

"Lia. I am so sorry sweetheart. I am so sorry that I left you"

"Iss okayy momma. Come back soon. I miss you "

"I will come back princess. Can you...can you call your dad. Please"

"He is angry with you because he misses you. I know he will cry too. Thass why he does not like to talk"

"Lia sweetheart. I know...I know he is angry with me. But I really really need to talk him. Please can you call him?"

"Okayyy momma"

I could hear voices from the other side. I prayed to God that Draco would talk to me. I needed someone right now. And besides him and Lia, I didn't have anyone.