You changed me

I don't want to force you

Xavier's POV

The next morning I woke up in my bed and to an extremely disapproving look from Aziz.

"Oh no. I know that look." I said sitting up.

"Jay dropped you off here last night. Honestly Xavier!" He exclaimed

I held up my hand and sat up.

"Carry on with your lecture." I told him

"Xavier you had sex with Jay in a secret abandoned classroom! Now I know you love him and all that gross mushy stuff but still! If you going to do that maybe you shouldn't do it in school." He told me

"I like how your only concern is that we did it in school." I told him with a smile

"Did you use protection?" he asked

"Aziz!" I exclaimed throwing a pillow.

He laughed a bit and took my hand to help me up. I took it and we left the room.

"Seriously though did you?" He asked

I hit his shoulder.

"if you must know yes." I hissed

"What did he do?" A voice asked

I looked up an saw Jay standing there with a smile.

"I think you did a number on him." Aziz laughed

Jay laughed along with him and brushed my hair out of my eyes.

"You two enjoy this don't you?" I asked, blushing

"It is fun." Jay said, pulling me into a kiss.

"Would you two get a room?" Aziz asked sarcastically.

"We did last night." I told him

"Let's just get to class." He sighed, clearly done with out bullshit.

We both laughed and walked with him to our first class

Time skip

It had been a few days and Jay and I were sitting on my bed. Aziz wasn't there since he was with Antonia so we were alone. I sat on my his lap with my back facing him with his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. I doing my homework and he was trying to distract me by kissing my neck. I laughed slightly as he rubbed my sides trying to get me to laugh.

"You excited for tomorrow?" I asked

"Eh." He responded shrugging.

He leaned over and kissed me.

"Jay I gotta finish my homework." I told him as I pulled away

"Ok carry on." He said

I gave him a suspicious look as I turned back to my homework. He started to bite my neck and I stifled a moan. I kept a straight face because I wasn't about to admit that I was enjoying it. A little trick I learned from being with Ambrose for so long.

"I thought for sure that would've gotten to you." He said huffing

I set the last of my homework down and turned to face him, still in his lap.

"This isn't the first time a person's done this you know that right?" I asked, with a smile

"Ambrose?" He guessed

"In the first month of our relationship yeah. I wasn't about to admit I liked the teasing at first." I told him

He leaned in and placed his soft lips on mine. I kissed him back and he pushed me down onto the bed, making sure I was ok and comfortable, before kissing me again. I wrapped my arm around his neck and he dragged his hands down my body. I grinded against him and he moaned into the kiss. He broke away from the kiss and started to take off my shirt. I helped him and he took that chance to kiss down my chest. As he kissed my lips again something happened. It was a flashback of Ambrose.

I yelped as Ambrose slapped me and I fell to the ground. I looked up at him with fear evident in my eyes as he crouched down in front of me. He roughly pressed his lips against mine and shoved me onto the bed. I struggled underneath him as he took off my clothes and bit my neck, covering my mouth as he covered my mouth to prevent me from screaming

"Shut up you slut." He growled

"Xavier snap out of it!" Jay exclaimed

My breathing was heavy and I was sitting with my back against the headboard. Jay handed me my shirt and waited for me to put it on until he hugged me. Jay rubbed my back until my breathing slowed down.

"Are you ok? You started freaking out." He told me

"I-I don't know what happened. That didn't happen last time we did this." I told him

"Your safe." He told me

"We can continue if you want Jay." I told him

"Not unless you want to. I want you to be comfortable in anything were doing. I don't want you to feel forced to do anything" He told me kissing my forehead.

I nodded and he hugged me. The door opened and Aziz stepped in.

"What happened?" He asked

"I'm fine Az." I told him.

"What happened to you?" Jay asked him

"Ambrose tried to assault Antonia so I told him if he left her alone he could do whatever he wanted to me." He responded

"Aziz you just made a terrible mistake." I told him

"At least my sister is safe." Aziz told me

"I'll leave you two alone. I'll see you tomorrow." Jay said kissing me.

I kissed him back. He got up and left the room. I turned to Aziz to see him lying down.

"What did he do to you?" I asked

"He raped me. And I wasn't about to admit that he was getting to me." He told me

"That's what I first thought." I told him

"I'm not like you Xavier." He told me

"Are you saying I'm weak?" I asked

"I'm saying he got to you too easily. So yeah." He snapped

"Goodnight." I mumbled

He sat up at looked at me

"I didn't mean it Xavier-"

"Goodnight Aziz." I responded