9th member; of Stray Kids

I love you

"I mean Jeno that doesn't look like flirting, that looks like your giving her the cookies your mum just baked. Can you get a little closer to her?" The director, stopped the film for the 3rd time and everyone was seriously becoming so tired. 

"Jeno, just let's get this over with." Suri whispered, moving herself closer to Jeno, but he stood there surprised that they were that close, again. 

"Jeno, you're so sti- I'm tired lets take a break" Everyone left and it was only Suri and Jeno now standing alone, in the middle of the filming place. 

"I'm sorry-" 

"Jeno, seriously. I know how you feel, but like this we're going to finish this drama in two years. I- I don't hate you Jeno. Its awkward I know, but if you're feeling like this because you think that I hate you or that I'm mad, then don't. Because none of this is true, you were my friend before, and I never wanted to lose that. I know you were mad about what Minho did, but-"

"You found out?"

"You thought Minho was going to keep it a secret forever? And yes I found out that you knew and didn't tell me. Jeno, what happened happened. Let's just focus on our job now, Hmm? And again trust me, I'm not mad. I'm going to look for Hyunjin." Suri didn't want for Jeno to say anything as she just walked away, and he watched her wondering how he was going to fix things with the only girl he truly loved. 

Suri looked around the place for Hyunjin, only to see him sitting on one of the chairs with a cup of americano as he looked at his phone. "What are you doing?" Hyunjin was startled when he heard Suri's voice, almost dropping his phone and his coffee over his favorite white hoodie. Suri couldn't help, but giggle as she sat on one of the long chairs beside him. 

"Nothing much, I just saw you and Jeno talking and it seemed serious I wanted to give you guys your privacy. Is everything okay?" Hyunjin handled Suri his coffee only for her to return it back to him, disgustingly. 

"Yeah, I guess. I just told him how I feel about the Minho thing and about how he knew and didn't tell me, but I'm not even mad at him anymore, I don't really care. It just annoys me, because I really wanted us to stay friends you know and I feel like that dating thing broke our friendship." Suri hugged her legs close to her chest as she turned her body so she was looking at Hyunjin completely. 

"So you never loved him in a romantic way?" Hyunjin asked confused, and Suri couldn't help but laugh. 

"Of course I did love him, Hyunjin. He was the first boy I truly loved, and what I loved about us was how close and open we were with each other, so when he didn't believe me after the cheating rumors and when he lied about knowing the truth and then talking bad about Minho, all of that just turned me off and confused me. Hopefully after we're done with this things would be better for everyone." 

"Suri-" The girl looked at him and he didn't know how he was going to voice out his thoughts when she looked at him like this. "Are you still mad at me? Do you hate me?" 

"Hyunjin, No." Suri got up quickly, so now she was sitting straight, still looking at Hyunjin. "First of all I will never hate you. I did hate you before debuting, but-" Suri stopped as her and Hyunjin couldn't help but laugh at the memories between them. 

"I know that you were confused then and you don't even know how to cook your own meal to go through this." 

"Hey, that's offensive-" Suri raised one eyebrow at the boy and he sighed. "But true." 

"Anyway, at least you knew that you were doing something bad and you tried to fix it so its okay. I know that the boys are giving you a hard time, but you literally just removed us from your life and it wasn't nice for anyone of us. Jeongin specially, the boy was having a really hard time going through this. You were his best friend and he used to tell you everything, remember how he was like when I was staying with Woojin? Seriously sometimes I feel that we're his parents sometimes and whatever happens to us affects him. Anyways, just try more with the boys and trust me they're going to forgive you sooner or later." 

"Thank you so much, Suri. You always know what to say and it surprises me how clever you are, the first time i met you, I thought you were really stupid. You're stupid though." 

"Fuck you." The two laughed, and finally Hyunjin was happy again knowing that him and Suri weren't really on bad terms anymore. 

"I love you, Suri." 

"I love you too, Hyunjinnie. Now lets go before EunTae kills us." Suri got up and halfway there she noticed that Hyunjin wasn't beside her. "Aren't you coming?" She turned and saw that he was still in his place. 

"Y-Yeah. I'm coming." Oh how much he wished that she meant it the same way he meant it. She said it so casually while he said it with so much emotions that he nearly cried, but there she is walking to continue filming as if she didn't just make his heart stop for a moment, but Hyunjin never knew what she truly meant. No one knows what goes inside the other.