sat by the ocean

blue

blue
I'm feein' blue
and I cannot do
anything to be less blue

I feel
like I'm already real
like I know how to feel
is this how I should feel?

blue
I'm feelin' blue
no other
color
will do

I feel
like things are getting way too real
is this happening for real?
lemme check if this is how I should feel

blue
I'm feelin' blue
I'm tired too
should I rest for a while?

things
happen too quick
happen too soon
don't happen
at all

can't
I just let go
of what I don't need
at my feet

don't
imagine following me
when I leave
'cause I know
you won't

blue,
I'm feelin' blue
nothing I do
makes me understand
why I'm
blue
feelin' so blue
what did I do
to deserve this despair,
and I'm tired
I'm honestly tired
of putting up with you
maybe you're why I'm blue inside.

blue
I'm honestly blue
and it's 'cause of you
and the dumb way you act

blue
I'm feelin' so blue
it's all 'cause o' you
and the way you conduct yourself

blue
I'm honestly blue
don't what to do
just know that I am feeling

blue
I'm feelin' so blue
oh, what can I do
to combat what I feel, 'cause

I
don't wanna be blue
and I'm tired of you
'cause it's stupid and silly

blue
you make me so blue
there's nothing I do
to get away from you.

and I'm
tired of being blue
it's not what I wanna do
for my entire life.

so I'm done
being so blue
and being near you

it's a waste of my time,
of my time

a
sadness runs through me
and oh, it runs so deep
will it lead back to you?

three
scars follow me
these ghosts echo me
do you hear what they say that I think?

blue
I'm feelin' blue
and I cannot do
anything to be less blue

but if
I leave you
will it leave too?
will I fin'ly see yellow?

blue
any color will do
so long as it's anything but blue

'cause it reminds me of you
and all the bad that you do
so I'd rather not see it

blue
it makes me so blue
anything would do
but blue
'cause it reminds me of the parts of me
I got directly from you.

I'm tired
gonna go back to bed
it's already sent
I can't explain it, but I

I'm feeling so blue
it's not just 'cause of you
but I need someone else to blame

and it's maybe the way the fan blades spin,
or the veins I see on my wrist,
or the way nothing touches my skin,
even though it's perfectly fine

I
would kinda like a hug
but everyone's afraid of me
anyway
so there's no real point
in feeling blue
'cause there won't be a conclusion
my only conclusion is

I'm
feeling so blue
don't know what to do

'cause nothing hits me like you
when it's

night
and I feel alright
but now I feel blue
I thought I took care of this

didn't I?