I constantly forget that we are in a relationship outside of the normal
who am I to label something black or white when it is truly gray?
you see things several ways,
and I feel as though I see some of them different
but does that really matter for the right now?
does the present really need to know that yet?
probably notI think I'm in love with you
can I say that?
I don't know if I should
because I've been misguided before
I don't ever want you to back off
so I'm going to keep it in
even though I know you'll stay just as fervent as everI feel these feelings and I don't know what they mean
emotions are my special field—
so I feel like I really need to know them
would another psychic tell me I'm right?I tell all these kinds of truths
and I saw you speak one todayI watched as the lie escaped you
and then you said wait
and identified it for what it was
and told the truth
and I think I've never loved you more than I do right in this momentyou're in all I think about
I can't get away from you,
and I don't want toif you were near enough to touch,
I think I might die right in the spot
then come back to life
with your breathI don't know what to do
other than go right along with thisbecause this means being closer to you
and that's all I want right now
I yearn for your skin near mine
and K plead with the universe constantly to let me have it
I know I don't need it, the reality is that it won't kill me to stay apart
but I want it,
I want it so bad
universe, please?I constantly forget that we are in a relationship outside of the normal
who am I to label something black or white when it is truly gray?
I hope to find more clarity soon
this is enlightening and invigorating.
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sat by the ocean
Poetryphotos are not mine!!! caution: chapter two has an image of a real animal skull. just in case anybody would be uncomfy! (continued onto Laying By The Ocean)