Black Rose

Chapter 11

" Okay, seriously Mew what's up?" Asked Zee while driving. " you've been silent since we left the restaurant and i don't know about you but I feel suffocated by the anger that is coming off your body right now"

Mew didn't reply he just continued to look out the window silently. " Is it because that guy was an ass?" He paused to think, was teasing  a good idea right now, oh well "or is it because he was holding Gulf like his life depended on it?" He finally said.

Mew's jaw clenched. Ah there it was, Mew was jealous. Zee didn't know if to be happy his best friend had finally showed interest in someone or if he should smash his head in for picking the one person who wouldn't give him a second glance. He had caught Mews staring at Gulf in the restaurant , well more like devouring him. The guy did have a pretty great smile . It's why he had approached the table. Well it also didn't hurt his little eye candy was there as well.

"Mew? Are you interested in Gulf?" He asked glancing at his best friend

" What the fuck are you talking about" he answered a little too defensive. "He just annoys the fuck out me, acting like he was gonna crack to pieces when I touched him , but can be squeezed to death by that asshole"

Zee wanted to roll his eyes " Mew everyone knows he doesn't liked to be touched, I believe those guys are the only people who are ever near him, I heard it's because he went through some trauma when he was younger"

That grabbed Mew's attention , instantly dissipating the anger that was consuming him. "What do you mean trauma?" He asked trying to sound like he was just making casual conversation.

"Well I heard he had to take therapy for some time and if I'm not mistaking he was even in a coma at some point, I don't know all the facts to be honest. I'm sure they're in his personal file though"

Mew looked at him " are you telling me to break the rules and look through his private file?" He couldn't. He shouldn't. But now he had even more questions than answers regarding the Ice Beauty and he was dying to know every thing about him. He frowned, he would hate it if someone went through his personal file.

" I don't even care" he lied " I won't deal with him ,I'll just deal with the partner from now on so I don't touch him and make him short circuit or some shit" he looked out the window again. What had he gone through? So bad that no one can touch him? That must be lonely. Did he have a family?

Mew closed his eyes and instantly a smiling  Gulf flashed before him. He had looked so carefree for a moment, his smile was really something, he had felt disappointed when he'd had seen it vanish the moment Zee had opened his mouth. But the anger he had felt because that asshole had his arms around him was ridiculous . He sighed. He was no one to Gulf but he would sure love to have him smiling at him like that.

Later that night

Gulf felt his breathing stop, choking him automatically, his feet were glued to the floor. Than all at once the reality of what was in front of him hit him. " Mom.." it came out as a whisper, he looked to the other person lying next to her  "Dad.." his feet finally moved but , he felt like his knees would give out at any moment. He took a step towards his parents and stumbled. He felt dizzy, this had to be a nightmare he closed his eyes and willed himself to wake up.

" Kana.." a graspy voice mumbled. Gulfs eyes flashed open in an instant recognizing his mother's voice, he looked up to see her smiling at him softly with tear brimmed eyes, he rush to her side and cried loudly.

" Mom what's happened, who, mom" he couldn't control his thoughts they were bombarding him at a thousand miles per minute, he sobbed uncontrollably while holding her.

"Shhh Kana listen to me" she whispered, her labored breaths making it difficult for her " I love you with all my heart Kana, don't let this stop you from being happy." The tears she had been holding began to spill, she looked at her son and felt regret for not being able to be there for him , for the milestones to come, for not being able to see him smile and be married, for never getting a chance to hold her grandkids "This is not your fault Kana, please be happy, do it for me"

"Mom.." Gulf cried " please don't leave me , please stay with me... I need you" he was scared,so scared. He felt her fingertips touch his cheeks and he cried harder. He held her hand to his face " I love you so much mom, so so much" he cried.

" I love you too Kana" she whispered, then he felt her hand go limp, he closed his eyes and gripped her hand harder

"No mom, no please, please ,please" he begged even though he knew she was no longer with him, he cried out loud , his cries echoing through the house.

" Well that was quite a show ... Kana" cut a voice through the darkness. Gulf felt his body freeze. He looked back and saw the figure standing behind him hidden in the shadows

" You see" he mocked " none of this would've happened if you would have just loved me" he chuckled " If you would have just given me a chance than your parents would still be here Kana" he took a step forward " If you would just have loved me as much as I love you, we could've all been a happy family,but you chose to ignore me, you chose someone else"

As he stepped out of the shadows Gulf recognized him instantly, the man who had been stalking him, following him everywhere, harassing him,was standing in front of him. He's eyes widened in shock and the man laughed. The  bat in his hand was covered in blood. His parents blood.

Gulf felt the anger swallow him whole. He bolted from where he was and tackled him by surprise. He raised his fist and began to punch the mans face. He wanted to kill him, to murder him like he had his parents. If a swift movement the man had flipped them and was now on top of Gulf. He used the bat to hold his neck.

" Oh my little Kana has a little fight in him" he teased as he wiped the blood dripping from his nose, Gulf grabbed at him, scratched him as he tried to free himself "Don't fucking call me that you piece of shit"he screamed , the man pushed the bat against his throat "Why was it so difficult to love me huh? Now look at that, you're alone! Completely alone!" He yelled

Gulf was struggling to breathe his hold on the man became weaker " That's more like it, see now you only have me Kana, just be with me, I can make you happy" the man leaned in to kiss Gulf, he managed to turn his head to the side while tears spilled from his eyes , the man began to roam his hands on Gulfs body pulling at his shirt touching his chest, Gulf noticed a knife near him and as the man kissed his neck he reached for it. Without thinking twice he grabbed the knife and stabbed the man on his side and pulled it back out.

The man cried out in pain and got off him quickly. Gulf didn't care anymore if he died here that was fine by him but he was sure he was taking that fucker with him. He rushed at the man and stabbed him again in the stomach, the man cried out in pain and shoved Gulf, causing him to drop the knife as he fell to the ground. In a second the man reached for it at the same time as Gulf and got a hold of it first.

" I loved you and this is how you repay me bitch?!?!" He yelled and before Gulf could react he stabbed him on the shoulder, Gulf cried out in pain and fell back, the man began to laugh crazily and picked up the bat. Gulf held on to the knife that was stuck on his shoulder.

" I love you Kana, can't you understand" and he hit Gulf with the bat causing him to scream in pain " I love you Kana!" He yelled again and again as the bat come down full force on Gulf.

After a bit Gulf couldn't feel anything anymore,his vision was blurry, he began to close his eyes, I'll meet you soon mom and dad, he thought and everything went black

Gulf sat straight up on the bed panting clutching at his heart, he couldn't breathe, he threw the covers off and fell to the ground. He began gasping for air desperately, his mind caught in between the flashbacks, he wiped away the tears on his face furiously. After a while, he felt his heart rate slow down, the flash backs stopped, the room became silent, he didn't have the strength to get up so he made himself as small as possible on the ground and cried.