Colby's pov
"Meanie" Sam said and crawled in bed and went under the covers I sighed and I got up and left the room and went to my duffle bag I left out here and grabbed joggers and I went to the bathroom and changed. I grabbed my duffle bag and went back in the room and put it down and I sat on the bed and seen Sam still under the covers "Sammy" I pulled them off his face and he's asleep now taking his nap I grab my phone. Why is he so mad at me he's had spankings before but why is he mad at me? Its not because of the no shorts thing because the first time he just had panties and a hoodie and I lifted the hoodie so why is he so mad? I sigh and put my phone down and I grab Sam's stuffie and put it in his arms and he hugs it I frown wanting to cuddle him but I feel like I shouldn't I kiss his head "I'm sorry baby" I wipe the tears that had fallen when he went under the covers and I get up grab my phone and leave the room and go to the living room and watch tv. There's a knock on the door so I wipe the tears on my face and I get up and answer the door "oh hi Jake" "Colby are you ok" "yeah fine" I let him in and he walks to the couch and sits down and I sit down too "why are you here" he shrugs "wanted to know if you wanted to go to the park with me" I shrug "Sam can come too" I frown and a tear falls and I wipe it quickly "you alright" "yeah its just Sam's mad at me and I don't know why and he's ignoring me" "then give him a punishment" "I did and usually were fine after but instead he called me mean and took his nap" "I don't know maybe its something you did maybe you did it differently and he didn't like it" I shake my head "I do the same every time" "I don't know brother how bout we go skate for a bit and take your mind off things" I sigh "sure I guess" "cool get dressed" I nod and I go back to the room and I just throw on a shirt and shoes and I go over to Sam and I move the hair from his eyes and I rub his cheek and kiss his forehead "I'll be back baby I promise" and I leave the room "let's go get your skateboard now" I nod and we go to my place and get it then we skate to the park and go on the ramps
"brother your not doing so good" he says as I trip again "yeah I know" "let's take a break" I nod and we sit in the bench "why do you suck right now" "I can't get Sam out of my head" he sighs "I'm sure you'll be fine maybe it's just a small thing he's mad about" "I hope so" then my phone goes off I check it and it's from Sam
Sammy: come back why'd you leave
Sammy: you said you wouldn't leave me
Sammy: you promised
My eyes go wide "you alright" "no I have to get back Sam thinks I left him" "ah yeah let's go" my phone goes off again
Sammy: you lied! I hate you!
"no no no I need to go" I run out of the park "Colby! Wait!" I ignore him and I get in my skateboard and skate as fast as I can on my way there my phone vibrates multiple times. I get back to the building and I run to the elevator and I check my phone
Sammy: why did you
Sammy: I hate you so much!
Sammy: your a lier you said we'd be through everything together you promised!
Sammy: I don't trust you no more!
Sammy: your not my daddy anymore!
Colbs: no no baby please I'm sorry I'm almost back I promise I am and I didn't break the other ones
Sammy: no leave me alone I hate you
Colbs: no no please baby please let me explain please I can't lose you
Not delivered
"No no no" the tears spilled from my eyes he blocked me he broke up with me am I going to lose the only thing that means the most to me? the elevator opened and I ran to Sam's apartment and I turned the knob and it was locked so I grabbed the key and unlocked it only to find out he has the chain lock on "no no no" stormy started to bark "g-go aw-away!" "P-please baby please l-let me I-in I c-cant lose y-you" "gwo a-away c-cwoby" I felt my heart break "n-no p-please baby" "n-no! d-dont call me t-that" I let out a sob "p-p-please" "no!" He pushed the door shut and I sat against it and cried in my knees letting out sobs. I heard running steps and pants "br- oh Colby what's wrong" I looked up to see Jake "h-h-h-he-he br-br-bro-broke up-up wi-wi-with m-m-me-" I let out a sob at the end and Jake's faced dropped "I'm so sorry Colby" I put my head in my knees and cried in them "Colby give him time he'll come around" "i-i-" I let out another sob "let's get back to your place" "n-no i-i-im st-staying here" "Colby you can't do that now let's get back to your place and give him time" "b-b-but h-he's t-the on-only one th-t-that kee-keeps m-me sa-sane and h-h-he g-got m-me o-o-out of m-my b-ad h-h-habits I-i-i n-nee-need h-him j-jake i-i-i c-ca-cant lose h-him" "c'mon let's get you in bed" "no! I-i-i c-ca-c-cant l-leave h-him j-jake" "get in your place Colby you can't stay out here" "no!" I hug my knees tightly "c'mon Colby" "n-no i-i-im n-n-n-not b-bre-breaking m-my promise ev-even if-if h-h-he th-thi-th-thinks I al-already d-did i-i-i ca-c-cant brea-break i-it J-ake" "Colby you can't just stay h-" "y-yes I can! A-an-and I-i w-will i-if-if i-i-i g-g-get him b-b-back" "no Colby go in your apartment" "no! If-if y-y-yo-you d-d-dont- l-l-like i-it t-then leave" he puts his hand in my shoulder "c'mon" "no!" I shrug off his hand "g-go J-ake" he sighs and then he leaves.
I grab my phone and turn it one blinking away the tears that are making my vision blurry and read the time 8:47 I've been crying for almost 5 hours I knock on the door hoping for him to answer but there isn't one I sigh and I go quiet then I hear whining and a scratch's at the door Stormy he knows I'm here I unlock the door and pet him through the crack and I stop petting him and he walks away I sigh and shut the door and lay my head on it and more tears fall "Colby" I look up and see Elton "what" "you have to get back to your room" "no Elton I'm not leaving Sam" he sighed "Colby go in your room this is ridiculous just go to bed" "b-but-" "Colby go" tears falls from my face "no I-i c-ca-cant" "go" he says sternly I sigh and I get up "good now go in and get some rest we have school" I sigh and walk slowly to my door and I open it "alright I'll see you tommorow" he calls and I shut the door I look through the peep whole and just as I suspected he's waiting there and making sure I won't come out I groan and I walk to my room and I take off my shirt and shoes and I get in the bed the side Sam would sleep on and it smells like him and I start crying harder. I soon end up crying myself to sleep wishing to have him in my arms
I really did lose the only thing that meant everything to me didn't I?
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My Distraction {Completed}
FanfictionSam crossdresses and he gets bullied for it he soon got kicked out and he moves into an apartment. He also has a secret which is he's a little he can hide it pretty well though. Sam decides to get a new puppy he goes to look for parks and he finds o...
