Ronakshi's tales

a confession....!

sona joins them..with thought kya chal raha hi uske dimak me..? and starts lightning candles lost in thoughts...again a complete silence...rohit holds her hand..and lits the candlesup...and moves near to church father...

father smilingly : my child...apne dost keliye pray karne aaya?

rohit: yes father....

sona with a confused...emotion...he didnt like to wish raima...but praying for her...kya wo phir ...guilt me hi..?

after the prayer..rohit showing sona... says father she is my wife sonakshi...and ee humara babe srishti..

father: smiles..kaha na..my child...prayer karte waqt insaan sacha hota hi..aur tum apna sacha pyaar paaliya...may god bless u and ur family...and he leaves...

sona listening this in her mind: kya keh raha hi father and kya ho raha hi..yaha?

rohit seeing srishti : princess deka is placeko..ise church kehthe hi...jiase mandir..waise hi..ee bhi...log yaha blessings lete..jesus ko pray karke...candles jalate ...aur confessions bhi karte...

ehi sochrahi hoonaa...yaha kyo aaya...ehi place hi...jaha tumhare pappa ko patachala ki  uske dilme apni mumma hi....

he turns towards sona who is standing with a confusing look...

rohit: haa sona...us din church ke bahar...jo pyaar meri aankho me deka tumne wo raima ka nahi...tumhareliye hi.....usdin prayer me mujhe uska chehra nahi..tumhara dikaya..meri sona ka..

mujhe humesha ehi feeling thi agar tum saath ho tho acha hi..mi kush hoo...aur tum ache dost hoo muje....lekin us din prayer me hi mine realise kiya..tum already mera dil medost ki tarahnahi...pyaar ki tarah  ghar karliya...yes this is place were i found my love...my happiness..and my life...

sona eyes moistened..listening his..confession....she still remembers the night...the moments.. seeing him..how she thought she had lost him forever..and how helplessly and hopelssly she walked..out...

the love in hiseyes which she thought for raima ...now ..realising that its for her...she is numb.....but still that question is ticking her...is he in guilt still?

rohit: sona its not just ki i realise my love here ..more than that..mine ekbaath sikaya..yaha.. many times...humne jo dekte hi..yaa sochte hi..usi ko..sach maankar baiththe hi..apna sawal ki jawab dhundne keliye..duniya baar dekte hi..lekin kabh bhi hum apne andar jaake nahi dekte...but jo bhi pain,darr,confusion,sawal..un sab ka jawab humare andar hi hote hi..which we will never see..actually we wont try...

uskeliye..mind shaant rahna jaroori hi...ee aise places...jisme wo pain..yaa kuch bhi..ek point pe rakne keliye....duniya ko bulkar..apne andar jaaake dekne  keliye..medium ki tarah help hota hi...isiliye mine srishti ko yaha leaya..pata hi wo bahut choti hi..lekin abse aadat hojayega na...it doesnt mean princess ko bhi  yaha aana chahiye realisation keliye....lekin aane se galat bhi nahi hina...laughingly...aur usko ee bhi pata chalna chahiye ke unke duffer pappa ko yahi gnanoday hua...

sona : lekin ...

rohit interrupts: pata hi...jobhi...raima nekiya..use mibahut affect hua...i reallydont want to talk to her..but jaha bhi ho..i just wish and pray ki wo happy and healhy rahe...kyonki...us mess me wo jyada affected thi...4 saal  khoya usne..so..;

sona: guilt nahi hina...tumhe...

rohi: rahi..ab nahi...

sona hugs him...with relief....rohit: arey.... srishti hi mere haath me....