58. The sorrow

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Preeti's point of view

It was like a horrible dream, a nightmare when at one time I pleaded to Siddharth to save me while another minute, I was begging to him to kill me while holding his legs, not him but others too. I was begging to them to kill me because the pain was unbearable. At that time I was thinking about no one because pain was so much and unbearable that, that time I just wanted to die. I couldn't see Siddharth's moist eyes who was looking at me with pain in his eyes and when I bleed from my abdomen, everything went blank and I was walking into the deepest darkness.

When Siddharth told me about our baby, that we lost him, it was like a part of me dead. I wanted to die.

She killed our child. Our unborn baby.

Half of the time, I was lost in my own world and think about my baby who might come in Siddharth and my life after eight months but she killed him. She snatched our happiness from us. I will pray to God to give her punishment for killing our baby.

These past two weeks, I was in hospital and got discharged today. Siddharth was driving the car while I was sitting on the passenger seat l, looking outside the window, lost in my thoughts. In past two weeks Siddharth took care of me like I was a child. He feeds me, help me in washroom and helped me to cleaning myself.

He also read books for me but tears welled up in my eyes when I can see his pain through his bravery mask. He is very good it put that brave mask but I know how lonely he is feeling right now. He lost his baby and could be lost his wife too. I can understand his condition because when he met the accident, I was also miserable and afraid for him at least a month. I also can't help him because right now, I also drawn in my own sorrow.

Today when I got discharged doctor told me I am fine now but I have to take care of myself because I am weak. Siddharth assured doctor Malik and helped me change into blush pink suit and helped me to braided my hair. I feel so much warm and love when he did that but I didn't said anything. In past two weeks, I didn't even smile to him. He tried many time to lift my mood but I didn't reciprocate any of his gestures.

 He tried many time to lift my mood but I didn't reciprocate any of his gestures

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"We reached." I looked up and saw Siddharth was standing at my side stretching his hand towards me, waiting for me to take it. I looked around and saw our car is parked in the driveway of our house. I was so lost in my own that I didn't realize when we reached and when he came to my side and open the door for me.

I put my hand in his and he helped me to step out from the car. He hold me by my waist to secure me when I was about to fall because I am still to weak to walk my myself. He closed the passenger door and walked us to the entrance of the house where mom was standing with keerti, my mother and others, with a aarti thali in her hand.

I was about to bend down to touch Mom's feet when she stopped me by holding my both shoulders and said, "Please beta don't bend down. My blessings is always with you and Siddharth."

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