Maybe I miss you

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a/n: This is the first part of the end. I hope you enjoy it :)

It was the day of the video shoot. Harry and Louis hadn't told anybody what they were going to do today, they just asked Anne to take care of Freddie. Harry and Louis were quite nervous. This was it. The end of an era. They were about to reveal their biggest secret, the one thing they were never able to share with the world. They were about to reveal their relationship to everyone. They had been through so much, had to hide their love for so long, but the still feared the change.

Harry: "Lou?"

Louis: "Yes Haz?"

Harry: "I'm nervous."

Louis: "Me too."

Harry gave Louis a comforting hug and kissed his forehead before they got in the car to drive to their filming location. The tension in the car was undeniable, and Harry had to do something about it.

Harry: "Do you remember after Zayn left, when they started to let us sit next to each other in photoshoots and stuff?"

Louis: "Oh my god, yes! We had so much hope that they would cut their bullshit and that they would let us be us after all this time."

Harry: "I really thought that they would start treating us better because the realised that we wouldn't be able to keep going like this, but they didn't."

Louis: "This was probably the worst time. Like Zayn left and we started all that bullshit fight and I lost him as a friend and then the whole thing between us, it was just horrible."

Throwback:

a/n: Btw I am aware that the timeline is off but it works for the story.

Louis's POV:

Louis was sitting on the bed in his hotel room. He was nervous because he knew what was about to happen in a few hours. In a few hours, they would announce that he was officially back together with Elenor. Normally he wouldn't mind announcing a relationship but this time it was different. Harry and he were still in an on and off the relationship. Elenor and he were not really a thing anymore. They just started talking when Louis was really heartbroken over a fight with Harry and she was his shoulder to cry on, but management wanted a relationship, so they created one. Louis decided to give it a try. He had been in love with her before and she was genuinely really lovely but he was still hooked on Harry. Louis was lost in his thoughts when a knock on the door snatched him back to reality.

Louis: "Come in."

Harry: "Hey Lou. I ... I think we need to talk."

Louis felt a stabbing pain in his stomach. He knew that what was about to happen would crush him.

Louis: "Are you alright babe?"

Harry flinched at the pet name and Louis's heart broke. What had he done? What made Harry so uncomfortable that he flinched at a simple word.

Harry: "Ähhm ... honestly ... I don't know."

Harry's eyes held a lot of pain. He seemed broken, worn out and almost unrecognisable. All the joy and love that Louis was used to seeing in his eyes seemed gone. Louis nodded to show Harry to sit down next to him, but Harry decided to take the chair instead. Louis got more and more worried. He must have really fucked up if Harry didn't even want to sit on the same bed as him.

Harry: "Management just told me that you are back together with Elenor ... and ... ähm ... I don't blame you ... like I know that we had ... some issues, but ..."