A Part Of It (Avengers)

Chapter 29

After I left Steve's room I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders, knowing that I didn't need to feel bad for not feeling the same way about him that he felt about me. Everything would fall back to places eventually.

Arriving back at the kitchen I saw that everybody had left probably to do their daily tasks. I took my phone out and texted the group chat I have with Nat and Wanda;

'Ladies, I need to see you rn, my room, gossip ahead!!!!' I texted

'Uhhhh, on my way!' Wanda texted,

'Do I need to bring snacks?' Nat texted,

'Duh' Wanda texted again,

I laughed at the two of them and made my way towards my room, I was really really in a good mood, I felt so complete. Saving Peter, saving myself, and the whole Tony situation, I was so happy.

As if on cue, as I arrived to my room, my two beautiful best friends arrived, I unlocked the door and we instantly jumped on my bed and opened the Doritos bag.

"So what is the gossip you wanted to talk about?" asked Wanda, stuffing her face, with chocolates that Nat had also brought,

"Well.... Tony and I kissed." I said closing my eyes, only to open them and see the both of them completely speechless, with their mouth wide open,

"You did what now?" asked Nat, raising an eyebrow, I looked at her, I was kinda scared of her reaction, but I didn't think about it before, maybe I should've had,

"We kissed, he said so many cute things, and he kissed me and I kissed back." I say a goofy smile on my face,

"My first ever kiss." I tell them, and a soft smile appeared on Nat's lips, as well on Wanda's,

"Tell us everything, how did that happen?" Wanda asked, and that's when I told them the whole thing, what he had said to me and all, I also told them the conversation I had with Steve and how it made me sad.

"Oh poor Stevey." said Nat, pouting a bit,

"I know, I felt so bad, I wanted to tell him that I was so sorry but I didn't even know what to tell him, it was like I had gone mute. I never wanted to break his heart." I said looking down at my hands, a slight wave of guilt spreading inside me,

"You know, allowing yourself to fall in love, is allowing something good to happen and even sometimes something bad that could break your heart. When it does turn out the bad way, never regret, because one day you will allow yourself to fall in love again and that time will be the best time. Once you found true love, you forget everything else, every other heartbreak, every other pain you ever had." Nat said, zoning out a bit, I could tell she was talking from experience, I looked at her sadness in my eyes, I was so close to them and yet there were still some things I didn't know.

"You are right, I understand your point of view Mia, but Nat is right, when we fall in love, we know that maybe it won't go the way we planned to, but sometimes we have to allow ourselves to see how far it can go." she tells me and held Nat's hand as I do the same,

"So back to Stark and you, what are you guys?" Wanda asked, and I stared at her completely oblivious of the fact that we didn't have time to talk about what we now were,

"I have actually no idea, I haven't seen him since then, he was in his lab and I was with Steve, I really don't know, should I ask him?" I asked them, and they nodded,

"Of course." said Wanda again, I thought that Nat was awfully quiet and I looked at her again,

"What's on your mind?" I asked her, she looked at me than looked away again,