A Part Of It (Avengers)

Chapter 35

"What are you doing here Tony?" I asked as I relaxed seeing as he wasn't a potential threat, at the moment anyway, and my powers disappeared from my hands,

"Mia, I honestly don't even know why I am here.." he said sighing and looking at me, I honestly didn't understand why he was there and I guess he had no clue either, I sighed too, he was sitting on my couch next to my bed, so I sat on my bed. Seeing him didn't sting as much as it used too, actually I even thought that I got over whatever it is that we had and that is all thanks to Peter. I hadn't realised how my whole demeanour had changed from when I was with Peter just mere minutes before and how I was right now in front of him,

"That's not a really good explanation now is it? Why are you in my room Tony?" I asked pinching the bridge of my nose, I was growing exasperated and I still was wearing my dress, which was really comfortable until a certain point.

"Mia, I wanted to apologise, for what happened between us-" he paused getting up and coming towards me, I eyed him suspiciously,

"When I saw you tonight, as you entered the kitchen and I saw how everyone looked at you and how perfect and beautiful you were I couldn't help but mentally slap myself for what I made you endure." he said with what I could define as maybe regret, I wasn't sure and I wasn't really processing what was happening, all I knew was that I was growing angrier and he was making me mad,

"Okay so what are you saying?" I asked him as I crossed my arms in front of me, trying to hold my best death glare while looking at him, I didn't know why he was doing this, I mean he made it clear, he didn't feel a connection and after what I had with Peter I really can say the same, he was making me waste my time and my patience was running really low, tho normally I have a lot of patience, maybe it was because it was already pretty late,

"I am saying that I shouldn't have expected for you to make me feel like Pepper did and I am sorry that I made you feel bad and shut you off just after having kissed you." he said coming closer to me again, frustration taking over my body, I couldn't take it anymore, I was trying really hard to not throw him out the window,

"I am saying that I want you to be with me, us against the world, I messed up but it won't happen again." and with his words it was the last straw as he tried to softly touch my arm, I honestly couldn't even comprehend how he thought that it was normal to push me away and now that HE wanted me back it was all nice and great again, I let out a frustrated chuckle,

"I am sure it won't happen again Tony, because you and I is not going to happen-" I started, his mouth fell agape and he looked at me his brows frowning as if he wasn't understanding my words,

"Tony look, I hated you for what you did to me, you actually were my first kiss and I thought that I really liked you and that you liked me too, but now I, I mean, when I kissed-" he cut me off,

"You kissed Parker didn't you?" he looked at me, and I could clearly hear disgust in his voice, a raised an eyebrow as he looked at me,

"Are you really judging me right now Stark? Well that's a bit rich isn't it? Coming from someone who kissed me then completely blew me off. It's been more than a month, what did you want me to do? Wallow, and be miserable like I was at the very beginning? Peter kissed me yes, and that is actually when I understood that what I felt for you had nothing to do with what I felt when he kissed me." I tell him he had now sat back down he looked confused, and I looked over at the time, it was past 2 a.m.

"So what, you are going to stay with that kid?" he asked, as if he was taking the upper hand, his voice had drastically changed, from his apologetic tone to his judgy one, I narrowed my eyes at him, I wasn't going to let him bring me down like he had done already one too many times, nor was I going to let him speak like that about Peter,