Through the dark

Part 33

Toms POV
Tom: *Wait what am I doing? I came here to talk to her so I will do that now.*

As he gets closer to you he sees you have tears in your eyes. He sees a look on your face he never saw. This look hurts him and he doesn't ever want to see that again. You look terrified but at the same time you just let it happen without moving like you're not worth being helped and treated right. You look like you gave up on yourself. Tom runs up to Ben and punched him.

Y/n: Omg Tom?!?!

You can't believe he is actually here. Him and Ben keep fighting and you get tears in your eyes. Ben was on the ground but he got back up and punches Tom really hard directly in the face.

Y/n:  PLEASE STOP OT!!

You cry really hard.

Y/n: PLESE DONT HURT HIM!

You whisper.

Y/n: Please..

Tom gets up again and grabs your wrist. You look at him in fear.

Tom: Come on y/n let's leave.

You nod and want to follow him but Ben grabs your wrist again. Tom gets even more mad than before. Which terrifies you. Tom let's go of you and grabs Ben by his shirt. Ben let's you go of you as well.

Tom: I swear to god if you EVER lay hand on her or even look at her again I will kill you! You know I'm stronger than you dumbass so leave her the fuck alone from now on!

You left while as soon as Ben let your wrist go. You walk as fast as you can with tears streaming down your face. You feel your heard beating through your whole body. It hurts and your head feel like you hit it really hard. You shake so much you can hardly feel your legs and which makes walking hard. Tom sees your gone and runs after you.

Tom: Y/N WAIT!

He runs up to you and steps hin front of you blocking your way. You are scared of him and can barely breath. Tom looks worried and sad at you.

Tom: Hey Are you scared of me??

You look away. You can't look him in the eyes. It hurts to much. The second you saw him you felt a pain in your chest. It feels like someone ripped your heart right out of your chest.

Y/n: What do you want?

You start to talk and your voice cracks.
Tom looks at you and starts to smirk.

Y/n: What??

Tom comes closer to you. You take a step back and try to breath properly. He steps closer again and his upper body is touching yours you get butterflies but step back again. You hate yourself for being so weak when he's around. You remind yourself that he cheated on you and your butterflies are gone immediately and you get sad again.

Tom: I think it's very cute that You're wearing my jumper. It looks way better on you then it ever did on me.

Y/n: Maybe you should give it to Zendaya or whoever the girl is you cheated on me with..

You cry while saying these words. It hurts so bad that he cheated and you can't breath right.

Y/n: *Why is he even here?*

Tom: That's why I'm here. I didn't cheat on you! I would never do that I love you y/n! I said I cheated on you because I called you the day after you know what happened in the park. Anyway Jake answered your phone and he then said that you're in the shower together, he said that you told him to get the phone and you'll call me later. Harry told me he was with you and that you lost your phone.. I'm so sorry I'm such a stupid asshole. Please forgive me y/n...

Y/n: How do I know you're not lying?

He comes closer and pulls you close by your hips.

Tom: Trust me! I know how it feels when the person you love and trust cheats on you. You know I would never do that. You should know that you can trust me. You can ask Zendaya I was talking about you 24/7. I love you and I missed you. I don't want to be without you.
You smile a little.

Y/n: You we're talking about me? Really?

He strokes some strand hair behind your ear.

Tom: Of course I was! You're the best thing that ever happened to me! And I love you more then I could've ever imagined.

He puts one hand on your chin and forces you to look at him. He looks into your eyes and to your lips a couple of times.

Tom: Can you forgive me?

Y/n: Yes I forgive you.

Tom leans in to close the small hab between your lips. You feel your blood rushing through your body but you pull away and take a step back.

Tom: Whats wrong? 

Y/n: I think it's better if we stay friends... I can't handle all the drama anymore it's to much for me. I can't handle you telling me you love me one day and tell me you cheated on me the other. Even if it's not true which I can't know for sure. You chose to tell me this lie instead of talking to me. You chose to break my heart. You chose to break me...

Tom: Y/n please I love you! I'm truly sorry. Please I need you! I can't be without you! I can't loose you!

You both have tears in your eyes. You look at the ground and stay solent.

Y/n: I'm sorry but I can't be with you.

Tom: Ok if you really want then we can be friends...

You hug him.

Y/n: Thank you.

You wipe your tears away and you and Tom walk back to Leas apartment.