HIDDEN | KTH

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The next week
“we need flour, sugar, eggs, butter, baking powder…and”
“I know I know madam I got those things let’s make the cake now.”
She nodded as she wore her apron and he did the same but wore the apron upside down. She looked at him and bursted into laughter.
“idiot, not like that”
She opened his apron and he was pouting making her laugh more. she settled his apron and they started making the cake.
She told her to mix the batter but when he started mixing the batter, the machine was not properly set so the batter was spread all over his face. She laughed hard looking at her. he got angry and looked quite innocent as a kid and pulled her close and brushed his cheeks with hers as the batter smeared against her face. She whined as she didn’t notice her face was inch away from him. she realized when Taehyung was staring at her nonstop maybe without blinking also with desirable eyes. His warm breaths were fanning her face. Nose bridges touching against each other. His eyes were expressing nothing but passionate love. oh yes, love it was..Fuck. She cursed herself. Her body shivered thinking the worse. He can’t fall in love with her. She tried to push him as he was strengthening his grip on her both wrists. His eyes were pleading as it glistened also at the end. Her heart wrenched seeing those glossy eyes and immediately a tear fall from the corner of his eye. why was he crying? did anybody hurt him again. She thought as her heart wrecked. She tried to pull out as he whined in tears and their cheeks brushed against each other. she realized he was wanting her. Her acceptance. She can’t accept out of over flowing emotions of wanting him too. Maybe he still is in his worst state and just want comfort not her existence in his life completely. Maybe he just wants sympathy not love because he was still weak from inside. maybe he just wants to fulfill his needs and desires out of infatuation. This might be not love. Maybe he still wants Angel and he would go back to her if she comes back. She doesn’t know the limit of pain she will feel if he again chooses Angel over her. she is scared very much to lose him. she pushed him looking down, not daring to meet his eyes. he was feeling rejected again but this time from the one he actually fell in pure love. he said out of over emotions

“ you are doing all of these because of that guy nah"

She looked nowhere and a dollop of tear fell her eyes.

" Taehyung, I think we should just give it some time to just understand what is happening?"

He seemed heartbroken as his swollen eyes beamed with tears.

" ok"
He was starting to leave as she held his wrist and he stopped

She turned only to see his back facing her.
She went in front of him as his eyes met hers. She knows his heart was feeling pain. But what kind of pain huh. Is the pain is miserable just the way it felt with Angel or heart wrecking which he will feel if Violet leaves him.

She smiled as tears fell from her eyes one after another.

She wiped his tears and said

"Taehyung,  why were you heart broken that night?"

He scoffed

" you know it but if you want to hear then here it is, she was addicted to something temporary. She was hypnotized by her own thoughts of getting happy. But that happiness was never for lifetime. How can she fall in love with him and how can she fall out of love of 4 long years. She found the easier way not the complicated one and left me cheating behind my back"

He uttered with pain remembering that night where his life was crashed in front of his own eyes.

" how much time have we spent together Taehyung?"

She asked as he scoffed in disbelief and said

" 2 or 3 months approximately "

She smiled this time so softly and made his eyes look at her by caressing his cheeks

" then how can you fall in love with me in 2 or 3 months?"

She asked as he remained quiet and tried to understand his feelings now which was over flowing a little while ago. Was the feeling towards Violet really his infatuation or attraction? Was it not love? Was it his desires or needs which forced him to do all of those acts with her? But was her pains which felt painful more than his own pains a lie? Was her pains hurting him for no reason at all or was it for only attraction which caused him to feel heart wrecking pain. Why his heart wanted to protect her so much desperate? Why he wanted to vanish her tears because it gave pain to his heart also. Why he wanted to fall in love but only with her? Why her craving was on its peak every single moment. Why he was wanting her comfort so impatiently? Why her warmth felt way more warm than Angel's.this can't be infatuation right. The way his heart just couldn’t stop beating uncontrollably in front of her only is making him believe he loves her.

He smiled and leaned in and whispered again her lips

" You know, we don't really need much time to fall in love It sneaks in slowly slowly against your each pore and make your each bones scream that you are in love. You had said that when you feel so safe in someone's embrace so you think that that embrace is for forever. Because its your home where you heal. And I have healed by us. Not you not me. I have healed by our bond whether its love or comfort. If its you I am for forever and if its me than you are forever. You know the pain relationship is much stronger than a love relationship. Your pains I felt and you felt mine. It just binded our relationship so beautifully that it has crossed a relationship of 4 years. Because it was lacking freedom but by loving you I am feeling the most luckiest and free person in the world. Thus us has created a world where we love unconditionally and when it comes to us we are limitless. I love us."

He said and tears of joy fell from her eyes and  he said again

" come on now. Heal me completely."

She pressed her lips onto his as their eyes teared up again. This was so much pleasurable that his entire self was feeling electric shocks. So much satisfaction and softness which was describing their melting souls. A binding with tears and pains in heart but finding a certain way to heal which was each other’s arms. An activity of healing with softness and delicacy. An activity which is itself a confession. An activity which is describing their want and need desperately. Because they longed to feel this. Their burning was finally cooling down. He pressed himself against her and pulled her by capturing her waist and her arms were wrapping around his neck. He tilted to feel her inner innocence and she deepen the kiss by holding his jaw. Felt blush arriving at their cheeks. They closed their eyes completely losing control over everything. So smoothly he carried her as she grasped in between their kiss. She giggled breaking the kiss as he raised his eye brows and asked

" what?"

" why are you tickling"
He realized his hands were on her stomach as he laughed hard and tickled her more and she laughed helplessly.

To be continued.