"Save Me" A Demi Lovato/Fifth Harmony FanFic"

Chapter 43

*could be triggering*

Krystal's P.O.V.

It's been 2 days since the live interview with Good Morning LA. I want nothing to do with the world or anyone around me. Everyone has tried talking to me and tell me that Macy was wrong but I know I'm just a burden on them.

Because you are.

That's all you'll ever be.

They don't care about you.

What Macy said was true and you know it.

I need to cut. I need to. Demi hates me. The girls hate me. Cassidy hates me. Z hates me. Alaina hates me. Everyone hates me. I'm just a burden. They don't need me. They would all be better off without me.

I come back to realization and find myself already in my bathroom with my blade.

Am I really gonna break my streak. I hear knocking on my door and voices calling for me. It sounds like Dinah and Cassidy. I heard my door being slammed open. I don't care anymore. I just want this pain to stop. I want everything to stop. I stand up and take my anti-depressants out of my cabinet. I sink down the wall and take the pills in my hand. The screaming is getting louder. I can't come to and stop myself. It's like my body is being taken over by a force I can't control. Like my inner demons are coming to life.

Dinah's P.O.V.

Cassidy and I are were going to go see if we can get Krys out of her room but her door is locked. Cassidy started yelling to Krys to open her door. All we heard was movement toward the bathroom and knew we had to get in there and quick. I did the first thing that came to my mind and kicked the door down. The rest of the girls are downstairs baking with Ally. They all heard the slam and came running up the stairs yelling incoherent things.

I rushed in to Krys room and straight to her bathroom door. I heard sobs on the other said and more incoherent words...some which sounded like "stop".

I gave the girls a look and ran at the door knocking it off the hinges making it fall backwards towards me.

I dodged the door and saw Krys with her back to the wall about to take a lot of pills. The girls and I were frozen. I did the one think I could think of and screamed.

DJ-NO!

The scream seemed to make Krystal come to. She stopped mumbling and crying. She was blankly staring at the pills.

I walked over to Krys and sat down next to her.

DJ-Krys I need you to give me those pills.

She turned to look at me. Her eyes showed that she was sorry, that she was hurt, that she needed someone... anyone. they showed how broken she was and how much the interview had affected her. They showed how much she thanked us for stopping her but also her wishes she had taken the pills. Her eyes said everything.

She didn't need to say anything. We all knew why.

DJ-Krys please. Give me the pills.

She slowly moved her hand to put the pills in my hand. After the pills were in my hands I put them in the toilet and flushed them.

Cassidy- Krystal what the f**k! Why the hell do you keep putting your self in situations that you could possibly die in. Are you that miserable here!! You have one of the most perfect lives!! Yet here you are trying to kill you self for the second time!! What the f**k were you thinking!!

Ally-Cassidy. Chill.

Cassidy- No! ALL SHE DOES IS DO THINGS FOR ATTENTION! It's always poor pitiful Krystal! THATS ALL IT EVER IS!!

I watch Krystal stand up and she looked beyond pisses but tried to remain calm.

K-If you think for one minute that I have a perfect life your SO wrong!

C-How do you not have the perfect life?! YOUR ADOPTIVE MOTHER IS DEMI LOVATO, YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH FIFTH HARMONY, YOU GOT TO MEET ALMOST ALL OF YOUR FAVORITE PEOPLE! YOUR A MILLIONAIRE AT 16! YET YOU STILL HARM YOURSELF. YOU TRY AND KILL YOURSELF! LIKE WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH YOU!! YEAH YOU WERE ABUSED
SO-F**KING-WHAT!!

K-Most of the the Things you just said are true about you to...so I don't know where the f**k you were going with that. Yeah. I was abused. I was beaten every damn day. Some days to where I couldn't walk or even stand up. I have so many scars from what happened. I will never show those scars to anyone. You don't know half of the shit I went through! I choose not to share it, to save you guys from even imagining that kind of stuff! You don't get it Cassidy. You never will. As much as I tell you about it you will never fully understand it. You had 2 loving parents. 2 parents who loved you endlessly. Nothing got in the way of that. I would've done anything to have 2 loving parents and not have to go through that pain. That's all I ever wished for...was to have someone to love me endlessly no matter what.

Cassidy-I don't care.

K-You use to.

Cassidy- Maybe. But I don't have my parents anymore. I don't care about anything. I just want them back.

K-You can't get them back. I'm sorry but you cant.

Cassidy- Just shut up!!! God I hate you sometimes!! Why are you so pathetic?!

K-Where is my best friend? The one who was nice and caring towards everyone. Because this.

Krystal points up and down at Cassidy.

K-This is not you.

With that Krystal walks out.

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I'm sorry there's was no update again....life just sucks right now..

I'm gonna end this book soon, most likely the next like 1-3 chapters. I've asked you guys before if you wanted a sequel, you said yes. I wanna know if that still stands. If it does I'm going to time skip to the reflection tour and Krystal is one of the opening acts.