Chapter 18 "Honesty"

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Krystal's P.O.V.

Oh my gosh!! That was so fun!! But, I think its time to be honest with Demi and the other girls. I have to talk to Dinah. We were currently walking back from the stage so now is as good of a time as ever.

K-Umm.. Hey Dinah... C-can I talk to you f-for a second.

DJ- Yeah.

All the girl turned around to see what the heck we were talking about.

K-"Alone."

DJ-"Sure."

We walk to somewhere where no one can hear us and the rest of the girls and Demi go to Demi's dressing room.

K-"I wanna be honest and get this off my chest and I feel like you will be the most understanding. Why I have Panic attacks and Anxiety."

DJ-"If you tell me I'll tell you."

K-"ok. I have them because I when I was bullied they would beat me every Friday. It got so bad that one time they broke 4 of my ribs. They said the would come back for me. That's why."

DJ-" You so strong. Ok, ummm, I get them because my ex boyfriend, the girls don't know this but, he hit me if I did something he didn't like. He also said he was gonna come back for me. But, I promise you right now NO one is EVER going to touch you again Krystal, not if I can help it."

K-" Same your Ex will not touch you again if i have something to do about it. we should probably get back to the girl before they start to worry. I have to you the restroom I'll be there in a min. And before you even ask I can go by my self."

She laughed and said 'ok' and we hugged and she left to go to Demi's Dressing room. I'm not really going to the restroom though. I wrote a song for the girls and I. I want to sing it for them. I really hope they like it.

I grab my guitar and walk to Demi's dressing room. I walk in and close the door and see everyone having conversations or on their phones so, I start playing then beginning of the song on my guitar. Every ones conversations stop and I start singing,

'Today, you don't want to get out of bed.

There are so many thoughts in your head.

Like you'd be better off dead, better off dead

But let me tell you,

There's a whole world waiting for you.

It's hard to believe but it's true, whoa oh

So just hold on for me, hold on for me.'

'Cause I believe if you go,

My heart would break, just hold on one more day.'

'Because you are so beautiful, whoa oh,

I promise you this, I promise you this

And you are more than capable, whoa oh

Just believe in yourself when nobody else is listening'

'And I may not even know your name,

But I promise you I've felt the same.

As you do right now, you'll make it somehow'

'And even if you feel as though you have no friends

Except the blade that cuts your skin

You're better than this, you're worth more than this'

'And I believe if you go my heart would break

Just hold on one more day.'

'Because you are so beautiful, whoa oh

I promise you this, I promise you this.

And you are more than capable, whoa oh'

'Just believe in yourself when nobody else is listening.'

'And If you go I think my heart would break

And if you go I think my heart would break

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yea...'

'Because you are so beautiful, woah oh,

'I promise you this, I promise you this

And you are more than capable, whoa oh'

'Just believe in yourself when nobody else is listening,

You are so beautiful whoa oh'

'I promise you this, I promise you this

And you are more than capable, whoa oh'

'Just believe in yourself when nobody else is listening.'

I played the last cords of the song and looked at the girls and they were crying causing me to cry.

Lauren-Oh my gosh. That was so beautiful.

Ally-Did you write that?

Krystal-Yeah. I wrote it for you guys and myself. I don't know. it was really random.

All at once our phones went off. i knew exactly what it was.

Krystal-Camila?

Camila-Yes?

Krystal- did you just post that on twitter?

Camila- possibly.

Krystal- *laugh* wonderful.

After that we all sat around and played games and making stupid jokes. It was defiantly was one of my favorite nights of my life. I though it couldn't get any better.....

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A/N:

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I know its a short one but I wanted to get you guys a chapter in before I start school.

That song is called 'The Promise' but Emma Blackery

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