"I have no strength to go on..."
His soulless eye express his words of clarity. As he wonder for long, I want to move on...
A trickle of my being I continue the endless like road. How long has it been? How long will I? When things will be? Different same question comes and go every time. Will I.. will I ever achieve something?? My desperate questions wiggle within.
Even so, I continue...
To think the time will come it will come to an end. To think something will change again, I felt a tingling feelings I never felt before. Maybe something did change but... This is fine. It will be fine.
"Something to change for.. For what in the first place? For what, I wonder..."
Silent never talk as he want, too, an answer. But, even the silent refuse to do so, it sadden him. Smiling bitterly, he made up his mind. If nothing will change, will they somehow changed it?
Like an offering, I utter the words of my choice this will be it. Thank you but something will change I swear! No, I'm actually hoping for some change... So, could you make it somehow better? Could you make the right choice? Could you do it?
Even if I throw it away... I already made the wrong choice long ago so adding another make it no different...
If only I born better. And the kind of being to make decisions right, I'll wish no more but... I am not. And I will never will. Because, I make the same wrong decisions over and over again no matter I want to change it, no matter how I regret it, it brings me at the end not changing this wrongs to right and this regret to the later. It keeps like so that I felt I completely given up, no I did give up long ago on correcting my mistake and not wanting of regrets. I did nothing. Its sickening but what can I do? I can't change what I do like some kind of joke, because I treat no joke in anything.
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Stop the drama now. Its getting out of control. Thinking about it will never change the present. It will never will, so hoping my last mistake can fix it, or somehow change it. Little is enough.
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AfterLife (countryhumans)
FanfictionWalking into the paths they never had before death. A story that flowing river in a deep ocean, wind that dancing in the endless sky, like trees living on the surface earth, scorching struggles like the lava beneath the world, and shinning terrestri...
