Bullied by Luke hemmings

23.

Its been a week ever since Luke opened up to me. He hasn't come to school at all nor any of the tutoring sessions. I haven't even seen him in public. (Not that I would enjoy it). Even though I don't really feel the same way for him I still am worried for where he is. I mean I don't even know why I kinda like him but ever time he speaks to me my feelings get stronger. Its so weird. But I can't love him. I don't love him. Right?
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It was now lunch and I walked over to one of the trees and sat under it. I wasnt with michael today or any other day. For some reason he has been egnoring me. Ever since monday. He just picks me up in the morning and then goes off with his friends. I dont even know what i did.

I sat there staring at nothing and picking grass out and putting it all in a pile. I watched it fall over because the wind blew.It reminded me of my emotions. I always get picked on and then all my emotions and fears pile up until one day they just erupt all at once. And its all because of one stupid boy. Luke. I don't know my feelings for him. At times I hate the hell out him and other times I just-i just fall in love. Its all so confusing.

I look over at the flying grass and notice, Luke? I thought he wasn't here today. This is the only time I saw today was at lunch. He must just come for food. Or just to suck face with reyna.....

They were leaned against a tree swallowing each other. It was gross. I can't believe I'm saying this but I was kinda jealous. But not fully. I wonder how Luke kisses. Kisses not swallows. It was weird to think about but I think I truly do love Luke. But I'm not sure.

I must of been lost in my tracks because reyna looked over to me and muttered '' jealous you stupid bitch?"

My feelings for Luke grew stronger in that moment after he looked at me and smirked. Then the both walked away . Luke turned around and looked at me with a sad face. I now felt really bad for what I said to him on Friday.

As they walked away I noticed Michael coming towards me. He looked serious but also nervous. He sat down in front of me and I looked down at my feet. We sat in an awkward silence for about a minute.

''Um Emma'' he started nervously.

''Yes Michael'' I responded trying to brighten the mood.

''Um....I um ....I want to break up with you.'' He finish sternly.

His words hit me hard. I felt like our relationship meant nothing. But I loved him. What did I do wrong?

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