My Blood

Please don't do this

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"Lee? Leoni?" Bellamy shook Leoni gently and when she opened her eyes she jerked back from him rapidly crawling into a corner, shaking in terror
"What are you afraid of me now?" Bellamy laughed lightly but Leoni just stared back with wide fearful eyes making Bellamy's smile fade quickly

"Yeah" Leoni whispered
"I'm terrified of you. you're a total stranger to me" her voice was hardly there from all the crying

"Well. You're getting away from me now." Bellamy pursed his lips and pulled Leoni up,
"Get changed" he gestured to the black jeans, long sleeved top and leather jacket laying on the bed. She quickly got out of her jail uniform and into what felt like normal clothes she then ruffled her hair until it sat nicely on her shoulders. Bellamy watched as she did so. There was a twang in his heart but not one he dared listen to. When Leoni turned to face her husband with dark cried out eyes and hollow cheeks he pulled her to him, cuffing her wrists and pushing her forward roughly as if embarrassed by his own emotions

"What's happening?" Leoni asked softly

"Clarke made a deal. You're going back to Sanctum" Bellamy explained briefly

"Everyone?" She questioned shortly

"Everyone" he confirmed. He lead her into the stone room and lined her up between Jordan and Gabriel. Her eyes quickly scanned the room, everyone was there other than Clarke and her baby...maybe they didn't know?

"Heda are you ok?" Jordan asked quietly

"Sure" she answered feeling now completely numb. The doors opened and Clarke walked in with more guards and the Shepard

"why are they still restrained!" She demanded walking over to the ghostlike Leoni and holding her trembling hands, searching her eyes for the fight that made them glow
"We had a deal!" She looked at Bill angrily

"Clarke what's going on?" Raven hissed
"What deal did you make with the damn devil"

"He releases us all and i take him to the flame" Clarke explained, turning back to Leoni and tucking some hair behind her ear, scanning her with worried eyes

"Yes well you'll forgive me if I have trust issues, that's why you're cuffed" Bill explained all holier than thou

"Forgiveness is something you will never have for what you did to us" Leoni spat, picking her gaze up from the wall to Bill, avoiding Clarke

"Leoni" Bellamy warned making her broken heart almost evaporate entirely. She didn't have the strength to fight with him. He clearly didn't think she was even worth the fight. But then the commander's heart swelled once more as the doors opened again and a disciple walked in carrying baby Lexa.

"Ai hodnes" Leoni whispered and lurched forward, away from Clarke and to her child, her soul
My love

"Let her go" Bill allowed Leoni to take her child and hold her tightly, kissing her soft cheek over and over again

"I missed you my beautiful girl" Leoni laughed, temporarily forgetting all of her troubles as she felt her baby nestle into her

"Remove the restraints one at a time. Show any violence and we won't hesitate to shoot" the Shepard warned as a guard stated to make his way down the line

"What happened to em...never mind" Leoni changed her mind half way through her question and gripped Lexa more tightly

"Mina is being dealt with" Bill answered
"It won't be pretty" he snarled

"No one wants more blood, bringing us to the flame is a good thing" Bellamy interjected 
"This is our way back to peace"  he promised but didn't take his eyes off of Leoni and the child as he spoke. The commander was saddened at the death of her friend but didn't stop bouncing on her heels and rubbing her baby's back while she pressed their cheeks together, eyes closed