We hang out for a little until night fall. We head to the airport tomorrow at 4am everyone needs to meet up at my house at 2:55am though to get ready to leave for the airport. Vance went home and I am guessing packed. I just laid in my bed wondering Vance and I would have a future together. Maybe go on vacations get married at 25 then have kids at 27. I only want 2 kids. I know vance wants 4. He told before 3 Boys and the last one being a girl so the brothers could protect her. He only ever talked about this once.
Then again maybe vance and I aren't meant to be together forever. Maybe this boy I've fallen in love with is waiting for someone else. I want to model and move to New York. I also want to Act sometimes. Sometimes I think I'm not enough. Like what if someone is willing to give up there dreams for Vance. Would he still choose me. Am I the girl he would pick if I was in a room full of girls he loved before me. Would he still love me if I fell through with my plans to moving to New York or would we break things off.
All this goes through my head 24/7 like I know there are people that are hotter then me. I know people have better body's then me. I know someone hates my guts. Why do I care. I care because I want to be the best person out there and sometimes I can't be so I get so mad and confused on why am
I this way. Sometime I even want to kill myself because what if the world is better without me in it. I really do think these thoughts every day
I mean my mom killed herself. I get it voices in the head but maybe she might have blamed gnosis things but really she just wanted a forger break. I fell asleep while thinking my thoughts and I wake up go Jax shaking me. "Get ready all your friends are here so be quick" he said leaving the room. It felt like I was only sleeping for 4 minutes
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I know it's a short one but I want to save the Vk for its own chapter so I'll update soon yall. MAYBE tomorrow
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Oh Vance Hopper
FantasyThis story will be about how a girl named Jade who has just moved into this small town. While being there for only one day she hears about this boy named Vance Hopper. She hears that he's troubled and to stay away. But she's interested in this. She...
